Chapter 19 Mama Don't Play

Erica boo called my little sister Pooh. What you? want come here no I'm not coming out right now I'm tired. So she so spoiled I got up what big head what you want. Ooh nothing I want you to come watch tv with me okay big head. So as I was sitting there I got call from Jazz guest who at my house yo. Who nigga your sister Lisa I bol girl bye I'll be down there in a minute.

I let ma know I was going down to see Jazz and sis. So of course it's so many secrets between us that she didn't know about. So I played it off in hugged Lisa how have you been sis? I been good just traveling that's it. Oh okay that's what's up so me in Jazz left to cut the corner real quick to get high.

We came back I tried to sober up before heading back home down the road. I went home hope in the tub in sat on the chair quite until it was time to eat. So the next day come my people came by to see me he had some moonshine I had coke so I was straight. But then I left with Jazz in went to another side of time to hit a lick I forgot to tell mama.

But I made it back in time so I wouldn't get beat. So as I walk in of course I sprayed my body down until I can make it to the tub so she wouldn't know. But I guess the spray wasn't strong enough you can smell straight through it I was drunk in all. I went in the room to get my clothes to bath I head to the bathroom she turns on the hall light hurting my eyes.

Ma why you turned on the light cause I need to see something. Oh okay so I went straight in the bathroom turned the water on in was getting undress. I got in the water like a fool I hear the door open man who is it? Nobody nothing I happen to hear the belt part jiggling. I look ma standing right there I had no way out mind you'll I'm soak in wet in water still running on me. Ma what I do? you know what you did don't play like you don't. She locked the door pulled the curtains back before she even hit me I started crying.

What you you crying for Erica? I don't want no whooping but you didn't think about that when you was getting drunk and high was you? No ma'am so I don't want to hear no excuses now so stand get out in get this whooping. I had got some balls from some where in said hell f nawl. All I know was I should of got out of the water especially getting hit by a belt. So you grown huh okay Ms I'm grown. I'm thinking she leaving she actually came back with a switch my eyes got big.

Noooooooo I'm not grown ma I'm not grown Ooh yes you is you felt the need to curse. Nooooo please ma before I could get out my behind was on fire I'm screaming my lungs out. Ma okay okay says Erica Ooh I'm not done with you yet bath in get out this tub round two. So I'm bathing in crying all at once. So I bath in got out she was waiting right there. I went in put everything down in went in her room lay on cross this bed in don't move. I started crying before she started I was sleepy from the first ass whooping.

I went in she lock the door I laid cross the bed are your hands on the bed Erica yes ma'am. So before I can throw my hand back there I felt a lashes cross my behind. I hollered get up I'm not done yet so I stayed down. She just went to swinging in didn't care where it landed long as it wasn't the face area. I fell a sleep getting a whooping cause i had done cried so much I was tired.

The next day I made some new friends one name Taylor and her girl Felicia I ask mom could they stay with us if they get a job. So ma said yes because they was homeless too in they was minors also. We all grew attached to each other until this one particular night I happen to hear them fucking on the bed above me. Her girl said you don't know how to eat pussy. I bust out laughing in she said no I don't I said it's easy.

I rolled over in played sleep I felt her girl Touch me so you know how to eat? Yes of course I can show you how it goes so she got back up there with her girl in laid down. The next day her girl went to work in I went in got high in came back home. I see her playing with That fatty. I said may I she open it up in I dive in like Trey songs say imma about to dive in oooh. Went into play kissing her inner thighs cresting her body I made it feel like she was in love.

She flipped the script she pinned me down in started eating me out I was like dam little mama wait she said nope. Felicia what time your girl comes home idk and I don't care. She kept going until a knock at the window it's her girl she finish up before opening the door. She went to the door in I went to the bathroom. She kissed her girl in the mouth her girl said bae why your mouth smell like pussy? My mouth drop like did you just kiss her after you just did that.

She said Ooh baby I was eating some kind of food in it was good in it filled me up. I bol Erica what's so funny Ooh nothing. So as of everyday she left we slept together none stop it was the best we even did a three sum together with the neighbor. So one day me Taylor and Felicia all got together to have a night out. My people came by with some moonshine I had some weed and of course I had my coke we got messed up the whole night so my people took off with Taylor and me an Felicia went to go do a three sum we was tore up.

We went in smashed the neighbor and she did her part on me so I was sang that mouth piece is it. Taylor met up with me and Felicia in we couldn't get in the house because we lost track of time now mind you'll I'm on everything coke weed in moonshine. We tried to sneak through the window of the house it didn't work cause Taylor got beat back out the window. I already knew what time it was. My mama friend open the door come in everybody sleep we gone talk in the morning cause this don't make no sense.

I see Taylor go in I hear her getting beat and Felicia went by without getting hit so I thought it was safe for me but I was wrong. Mama look at my eyes lock that door I could go no where. She took me down stairs to the little cut off from the house I cried before she started. Why you coming in my house at 2 in the morning I lost track of time huh yes ma'am. So was you out drinking in doing drugs again yes ma'am I know I looked in your eyes you high now. I lean my head down Ooh yeah you know what to do.

Hold the chair so I grabbed the chair I felt the lashes through my clothes. I hollered okay okay okay I was jumping around and spinning in circles on the floor hollering. Get your ass up in go to bed I better not see your face no more tonight. I cried all the way to the bed holding my butt. I was hot with those too until the following day Felicia decided she want to play with my little sister before I knew it I told mama. But bout time mama came her in Taylor where gone.

I was hunting for her and Taylor for some weeks. Until I gave up so I told Jazz in Jazz got me hype with my dope. This day me and Jazz was chilling we happen to see Lisa while we was doing our thing. What's up Lisa nothing chilling what you'll doing nothing chillin.

Ookay dam that girl got a fat ass Erica huh you gay no I'm not yes you are just admit it. So I did I finally came out of the closet. In that's the day I knew I liked women more then men.