Chapter 21 I'm Done

They day has come after 4 years I knew something was gone change. We sat there in the room we got into a big fight because she was laying in my bed talking to other niggas so I got mad in we fought.

I told her I'm done I don't nothing else to do with her so I went to school the next day in meet this women name porsha she was a older type women she liked men but I changed that baby. So one night she took me to her crib in best believe I smashed..

The next day she came back to school in everybody knew me in her was talking this women like two decades older then me I was just only 17 going on 18 so of course I like my women older then me. Me in her was kicking it for a while not even a year we use to do it every where in her car at her house in the pool any where I didn't care so me in her was rocking it strong until I met this other chick her name was Betty so she came to me one day could you help me my boyfriend beating on me so best believe I might be a girl but I had a back up plan for your ass.

So we set it off in her crib in me and her started kicking it so both of them started arguing over me because I was dealing with both of them at the same time I took them away from they men. I nasty like that didn't care but then I started catching feeling for the younger one so I started kicking it at her house.

So one night I stayed the night of course I smashed as usual she had nobody do her like that cause I was her first she never had sex until I slept with her she took me to meet her family in I enjoyed them in so did my baby. I got close to her brothers in until this day they still call me they sis. So best believe they not going no where.

My cougar came back in I got to meet her family and kids to find out she hang with my home girl from middle school Kia. I got to meet everybody I was straight doe I made sure both my girls was satisfied. But my baby girl got the special treatment cause I made sure she got what she needed. Until one day it all came to a pause because my ex girlfriend had return in the picture.

I was like wow are you serious so she said hey love hey bae how are? I'm good just missing you. Ooh okay that's what's up. So as me and my girl went to kick it at her house she turned to me and ask me a question I didn't have a answer to. Erica can you be honest with me? Yeah bae what's up? Do you love me? Of course I do why you ask that? Because I know you sleeping with the other girl in class and I know your ex came back in the picture to.

So my mouth drop how you know all of this? I know everybody talks in the only person I knew who had to tell her was one person. I just admitted to her yeah I'm sleeping with her and you because you keeping me a secret she's not I don't have time for low key relationships. But you said you love me? I do but I'm not about to put my life on whole for you to figure out what you like.

I meet up with my sugar mama in we spent the weekend together she even became my friend. What you doing Sunday love? I'm getting baptized in changing my life style around because it's to much for me to handle myself.

I walked her around the lake we talked she was like bae you going to stop messing with women. I looked at her like ummmmmmm I can't lie I'll try to change slowly not that fast I still love my women. So as the night came we made love right before it was time for me to meet my cougar. I was to excited that my bae was there by my side.

She watch me turn my life around from nothing to something. One day my cougar came by I gave her a little something in left ain't no more us. Me and my bae watched me get baptized that Sunday I made a promise to her in said I won't go backwards I will move forward.

She gave me kiss goodbye because I was starting a whole new life of change well at least I thought it was gone be different.