It's Me

It's not you, I swear

It's me.

It's the chemicals in my brain

It's the beating of my heart

It's not your fault I feel this way

But I still can't help being angry

You never respond when I need you

You always make jokes when I want to cry

But it's not you,

It's the way I know you don't mean this

It's the way I feel everytime I lose to you

It's me

Maybe it's envy? But that doesn't sound right

I'm not jealous of you, just hurt and sad

I know you deserve the world

But can I have a piece?

It's not your fault people like you,

I know that.

I know it's my fault for feeling this way.

It's obvious

It's me.