YOON JEONGHAN (3)
Around 7 pm when I started walking again and my feet went to Han river...
Where everything started...
My tears started to fall when I remember how I shouted at her earlier. I always touch her with care because she's precious to me and I can't believe I just.. shouted her like that..
I don't know anymore.... I'm so confused...
Even my heart is confused....
"What are you doing here?" I looked to my side and saw Sowon
"Just getting some air. What about you?" I asked but she looked sad. I already know the answer
"Taehyung again?" I asked and she smiled bitterly
"I broke up with him. I'm so tired.. He keep on promising but nothing happened" She said that made me remember Angel.. I kept on promising to her too but why didn't she breaking up with me?
"It's been years and our relationship jut don't progress. I guess if I fell inlove with you, I guess I won't feel this way and I'm happy" She said
"I doubt that.. I keep on hurting Angel" I said and chuckled
"Are you drunk? You smells like alcohol" She said
"No I'm not"
"Yah, let's go so you can rest"
We all looked at Joshua when he loudly close the main door as he went in, furious. He went to me and grabbed my collar and that made our other members, shocked and alarmed
"What did you do to Angel?!" He shouted at me. "I-" He cut me off with a punch
"JOSHUA!" Scoups stepped in and stopped Joshua.
"What are you doing?" He asked, seriously
"That man! Because of him-" Scoups cut Joshua off
"Get in to your senses, Joshua" Scoups said "BUT-" Scoups cut Joshua again
"DO YOU WANT THE PAST TO REPEAT?!" He shouted that made us all quiet.
That past that no one talks about it after it happened.. Because everyone was shocked, everyone was frightened.. And a life was messed because of it..
Its been days and Angel won't talk to us or contact us. He don't even show herself to us. I hate myself because I know that something's wrong but still, didn't do anything. I can't do this anymore!
"Where you going?" Sowon asked as she saw me, walking towards the main entrance
"Did you saw Angel? I need to talk to her" I asked
"Angel? I saw her with her manager and Anna earlier, they went to the set. Why? Something happened?" She asked
"I don't know her location... Do you know it?" She smiled and nodded. We went to the location and Angel's currently taking the scene with Jooha where Jooha confessed to her.
We just took a peek and didn't really show ourselves. We're hiding in the door and just peeking. The next thing on the scene is.. they kissed...
I don't know why but I felt something wrong... Especially, that I know, Jooha likes her.. We're not in god terms and she probably hate me so there's a chance... that she might fall to him... I didn't say anything and left.
"Yah! Where you going?" Sowon asked but I didn't look back and continued walking. Until I felt her, following me.
She followed me until Han River. I stopped there and just stared at it, thinking about stuff, about us, what I saw earlier, and the possibilities... that can happen..
"Are you okay?" Sowon asked. I looked at her and my tears started to fall. It should be her, who's crying right now because she just went to a break up. But here, I am, crying and being comforted by her..
What hurts the most? You know that there's nothing to hold or you don't know if you should hold? You know that it's all done or you're still with her but don't know if there's something to hold on?