Not now

"So what do you think?." He asks stretching his hand to gesture to everything around us.

"I think it's magnificent!."

He watched me suck in air and breath out slowly, he laughed, the sound of his laughter filled the air. The place is peaceful and calm but intriguing all the same, I see why it's his favorite spot. Somewhere away from people but still surrounded by people, the atmosphere relaxes me and clears my mind.

So intoxicating... Just what I need... Oh Damien... You're God sent!.

He let's me take my time to absorb the beauty all around me. The cliff is Rocky but still has some shrubs here and there, the whole scene just blends and is completely wonderful.

We finally settled down to sit on the edge of the cliff over looking the vast ocean.

"So how's fitting in going so far?." He asked concern clear in his voice.

"Well okay I guess?." It came out more of a question than an answer.

"You guess?."

"I don't even know anymore honestly... Uhm... It's okay really Damien, Randy and I are cool more like on a truce."

I laughed softly, he chuckled along.

"That must be one hell of a truce then considering what happened between you guys."

"Yeah right, everything's okay, Lily is always there when I need her, same with Cam, while the other girls, I'm cool with all of them asides Paige I'm keeping her at distance for now."

"Hmm I still don't get what Paige had to do with what happened between you two."

"Well, I'm not completely sure either, what I know is that, she dared him sort of, it had to do with proving something to Tammy, so yeah, I'm keeping my distance."

"Cool though, I know how those girls behave."

"Thanks Dami..." We both laughed as I said that. "... Suprising though how the short of your name is my name."

"Huh?... I sense a connection, come here..." He said and pulled me in an embrace.

"Thanks Damien seriously."

"Anytime Dee, just know I'll always be here for you."

I smiled as he let go of me... And then all of a sudden, he leans in and...

Oh my God... He didn't just do that... What do you mean?... He just did... Oh no no no Damien why?... God please am not ready for all this drama... Not now...

As my thoughts were ravaging, I was unconsciously returning the kiss. Don't judge me... Reflex action. I laughed within me at that thought.

The kiss was nice though, his pink lips were soft, smooth and he had this minty taste in his mouth, the kiss was tender and rather gentle.

When he finally let go of me, he smiled and gave me that smug look, it actually gave me butterflies, but the feelings rising inside me were crowding my thoughts, my heart was beating fast... Really fast.

I couldn't say anything, I was at a loss for words, this situation was definitely not my kind in any freaking way. Honestly speaking.

I stood up to move away from him, he grabbed my arm...

"I like you Dee."

"Say what now?." Was all I could mutter when I found my tongue.

"Like I really do Dami, since that first evening we all spent together..."

I was dumb founded, I didn't know what to say to him so I just kept shut, I felt something tickled my cheek, I lifted my fingers to my face... God I hated my self for always being emotional... like what the hell Dami, he only said he liked you, why are you crying?... Oh c'mon don't tell me it's because of him... Like seriously it's because of him... You're better than this, don't tell me you still have hopes of him coming back don't you huh?... I heard my inner mind speaking to me.

"I'm sorry Damien, I'm sorry." I broke down in tears, and he held me in a comforting hug, while I kept sobbing unto his shoulders.

"I understand, I know I shouldn't have brought this up now, I'm sorry too, I was being selfish..."

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After everything, we decided to stay a little longer and talk about other things, to get our minds off what just happened and he made a promise to never speak of it again...

Well the evening did turn out good after all I guess, I'm sorry I hurt Damien's feelings but him and I are just not meant to be...

Dave is gonna come back and I can feel it... Or at least that's what I deceive my self to try to believe... Oh well...

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A/N: Well I decided on a short chapter, just to have some Damien and Dami time huh?...

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So do you really think Dave's gonna come back?... Well I'd like to here from you so comment please!...