You are quite a bit late, " Blue said as he heard Saiph entering in.
" Yes " , he replied.
"Mia and I were... " stunned as he saw Bliss, he became still and silent.
He looked at Saiph , hoping for explanation.
" what? " Saiph smirked.
"Blue only made gestures to ask : why is she here?
" Mr Blue, hello " She quickly moved near Blue and extended out her hand.
" Hey," he shook hand with her and also his head. " you here? "
" visibly " ,she smiled teasingly.
" for what visible purpose? " without letting go of the handshake.
" oh! You'll see when it's apparent enough "
" I hope not " ,he looked at Saiph with wild eyes.
" Blue! Sherry for me, and you will have...
" water. "
Blue came close to Saiph, and whispered in his ear. " in the whole world, you only found her to be your Valentine "
" she is not .. My Valentine " Saiph said with addition of laughter.
" You have certainly lost your mind, " Blue went in the kitchen to avoid making the secret conversation look awkward.
Bliss was looking around in the house.
" you don't got much pictures around here " she remarked.
"but I see them everywhere " he bragged joyfully.
While examining the diverse decorative materials over fireplace she saw an old picture of Saiph, he was quite young . He had been in public's eye since age sixteen, perhaps it was an even older picture.
" not of these kinds "
" because these are of most interest only to me "
" what interest ? It's just you , no one else, your family? "
" exactly "he said to himself.
She continued looking at the small things lined up there.
Saiph went to catch up with Blue .
" Will you care to tell me what the hell is going on? "
" nothing is going on " both of them were almost whispering.
" So why the hell is she here? "
" she asked and I couldn't decline "
" we don't know what she might bring. And what do you mean you couldn't? "
" her brother died, so I couldn't."
" she ain't for the night "
" No, no, she will leave .soon "
" why you always have to invite trouble to yourself! "
" because I know I have you " he flattered him.
With the lavishly decorated tray of cocktail and gold glass , they entered the living room.
" you read Damien's first article that day? " she inquired.
" no. Only recently I've seen some "
" this aurora thing is beautiful" she pointed at a glass box, inside which colorful moving waves of light seemed to be dancing swiftly. Like polar lights captured in a box.
"hmm "
" is he often with you? " she asked as blue left the room.
" who? Blue? Mostly " he drank his sherry.
Bliss also picked up her glass of water, which certainly had some lemon syrup and other flavors.
" he do know about you ?"
Saiph felt personally attacked,looked in her eyes for a moment " I would appreciate if you don't bring up my personal things here, and whatever I've told you doesn't mean anything "
" you can't walk away this time "
" what do you mean? " he stood up right in front of her for a competition.
".just that, if a lot of people know then no-one would have bothered to play hide and seek and go adventurous with it.
And if a few people know then you would have guessed "
" neither is the case. " he said harshly.
" closing your eyes doesn't mean the thing don't exist . "
The conversation was too personal for Saiph, all he could do was let it pass and avoid contributing.
" so maybe there was someone that you left behind and erased with lies, but he can't be claimed non-existant just becaise you want so and say so. "
He knew where she was heading with that, his past, his family, all that he had altered to escape from it .
" look Bliss, don't think that you know anything and don't try to know anything "
" just tell me , it can be our can't be? "
" it don't even make sense "
" yes it does. What were you doing at the graveyard then? "
He felt devastated. He heavily sighed and turned away .
" Saiph? "
" I'm sorry but I want you to leave "
" stop avoiding it "
" please, leave " he looked weak and lost.
Bliss didn't move a muscle and stayed firm on her place.
Saiph sat on the couch, wiped his face with his hand .
" start accepting it to yourself. You don't even tell the truth to yourself "
" of course I know everything "
" then why it is burdening you if it's your own? "
" I can't understand anything right now, please stop this ".
" OK ,Aidan "
He felt helplessly annoyed. " what do you want? " he asked in exhausted way.
" I think search for Damien starts with you ".
" I don't allow it, least of all you, to search about me "
" that's what I am saying. You are not allowing ,not even yourself "
" you don't know what you are talking about "
" put all you know into words, the memories, feelings everything, as say it out to yourself. "
" right now, I feel like you want to get things out of me so you can use them for yourself "
Bliss sat beside him. " they are already being used, why can't you trust me? "
" it's not about trust "
" what else? "
" I don't see why .. Well I don't see any reason for anything at all"
" had there been no reason, things wouldn't have been like this "
" now what are you suggesting? "
" that let's be friends " she held out her hand sweetly.
Saiph responded positively .