BUT

There are some people that you see and fall in love with. You wish to understand and know them because of how interesting their personality is. They shake curiosity just by their mere presence.

But often as you get to know then, your curiosity starts to die, because they turns out to be a normal human that you fantasized to be supernatural.

Saiph was the opposite. The more one knows about him the more one's thirst increases.

14Feb, from where it all started.

Bliss laid down in her bed, tired from attending the old, slow ,tiring people and then she visited his brother's grave, and met Saiph for it was custom Valentine

. Damien was on her mind today. She was disturbed by things. Moving nowhere to resolve.

She laid exausted in her bed

The light bulb in front of her irritated her. She was too tired to get up and turn it off.

She held her hands up to block the light from entering intensely in her eyes.

She looked at her hands,  the palm was healed that was injured by broken glass.

The healed wounds left some impressions. She closed her eyes .

Blue holding out his hand and calling her name. She held his hand. Injured hand . Injured the same way as her own is now .

Then she sat in Saiph's arms,  he unwrapped the bandage around his hand, to tie her bleeding palm.

Saiph's hand too was injured the same way when it revealed then.

" I broke it . Accidentally " his words.

Glass piece.

She opened her eyes but still the image was playing in her mind.

Saiph and Blue were fighting in the living, Saiph threw the glass piece and it broke. It injured both of them,

Surely it did. She didnt know how?

She got up, sweating from fright, she splashed her face with water .

As she bent down in the sink,  she remembered Saiph, throwing up the poisoned food.

She looked up in terror to avoid these vivid memories rushing fastly in her mind as visions.

She caught her reflection in mirror.

" he is not what you think!  Get away from him. Just.. Walk away, run away "

And he died. They covered his face with blue sheets.

Bliss threw up right then. She was so badly effected by these thoughts, that it made her sick.

She looked down , the food she ate with Saiph just left her body.

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She was feeling pain in all parts of her body, radiating from her heart pain traveled everywhere.

She forgot to breath.

Only question in her mind was.

What is he? .

She didn't has courage to see his face,  it's haunted her.

She cried a bit to let her emotions flows,  not that she was upset or sad. She was afraid and felt his emotions stabbing her inside her chest.

Something she didn't know was haunting her.

She recovered as much as she could in the next two hours.

What was she supposed to inquire Saiph about? 

She gave up.

Then something moved her in a unexpected way.

The date, 14 Feb. It should end from where it started.

She should do it ,for it makes sense. Well if one consider such things.

And she gathered up her courage and with all the energy of fear stirred inside her, she left her apartment.

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She entered his bedroom, lights were out.  She saw his dark figure, sitting on the bed , legs down ,facing opposite side of room.

She could only make a guess his presence due to the darkness .

" Saiph " she said boldly closing the door behind her.

" whenever I talk to you about the things I wanna know about, you leave. Like do you want to be with me, but still be a stranger?  "

" Saiph do you hear me ? I'm talking to you "

" I heard you " , he said carelessly.

She held back on the closed door,

" you are not gonna walk away this time . I want to know.... everything "

He remained quite, with his back facing him.

" talk to me " ,she screamed.

He stood up, his unclear image moved.

" what? " he said without any expression in voice.

" I wanted to know what happened to you, now I wanna know , what have YOU done? "

He stood behind the rays of moonlight that entered from the window , he stood quite.

" what happened today?  "

" mistakes " , he answered.

" your brother ?"

" is dead " .

And the connection she made, fell apart. If he has no family, then who is Damien?

How else does it makes sense?  How then things truly are?

" how? " she asked in irrationally.

Saiph took steps toward her, as he entered the light, his image was reveled .

He held down a blood stained knife in his hand, and his hand was drenched in blood.  Then he came closer and the light was slowly left behind . He held the knife at her neck , the blood from it marked her skin.

" I killed him " ,he answered unemotionally.

She didn't has words, even her mind stopped working.

" are you afraid of me? " he looked down at her.

" will you hurt me ?"

" you did hurt me " , in the cold silence his breathy voice was as mild as if the silence is maintained with his voice not disturbing it.

" so will you? " she wasn't afraid, just terribly baffled.

" have I ever? " , he didn't hold down the knife from her.

" do you mean it's time you do? "

" why?  Aren't we all meant to suffer the consequences? " he asked with that usual pain.

" you suffered innocent " she politely said, knowing that he was talking like that because of his abusive childhood.

" I tried it Bliss. It didn't content me, but neither did forgiveness " ,as said as he is stuck between the two badly.

" put it down " , she said ,unable to move with his arms pressing her harshly against the door.

He looked at her and ran down the knife, which made its way through her shirt and ripped it open ,from all over the front.

She didn't flinch a bit. He lifted his weight from her and extended his arm to put the knife on the shelf on the left.

" you tasted like chocolates the first time " , he held the hair on top of her head.

"so today you poisoned them to taste me the last time ?" her voice was trembling.

" I didn't ", he traced fingers on her lips, she swung her head away. He placed his face on hers

" it's nice to end things how they started, isn't it? "