29: NANNA IS MY GUARDIAN ANGEL WOW!! (1)

Mu Millie woke up after her nice nap to find a shawl draped on she smiled she looked around nobody was in the room she wanted to explore the room in the house so she thought there is no better time than the present she thought to start with the top floor and work her way down she wanted to find her mother bedroom she was told by Auntie that it had not been touched she was only five when her mother past away so she didn't have very much of her mother past but now she could learn whomever mother was before she met her father!

As she walked towards her mother's room she turns the handle it was locked she looked around and thought who would have the key as she stood there the butler came and coughed to make his presence known.

Mu Millie looked up at the old man he was tall and to say it best creepy it reminded Mu Millie of the old English movies that Mu Millie would watch where the butler would silently do everything and then turn out to be the murder too.

Mu Millie chuckled to her self at the thoughts she had she looked up:" hey there Uncle would you knew who has the key to this room" she smiled awkwardly.

Butler smiled:" yes little Missy I have the key would you like me to open the door for you" she smiled again.

Mu Millie looked at the butler smile he looked like the one who would murder you in your sleep. she thought he could be nice stop this brain of overthinking things she chuckled again:" yes, please thank you" she smiled.

Butler opens the door and left she slowly open the door and looked around it was clean but old as the way it was properly when her mother lived here she saw her mother picture on the wall she was the spitting image of her just a lot thinner she was beautiful she was an elegant lady as Mu Millie remembers her. She went to the bed and lay down she remembers sleeping on this bed with her mother she held the pillow and hugged it tightly she missed her mother and grandmother a lot lately met be because she needed their advice or she needed to see them so she could see if Feng Lok was okay she didn't know what she was feeling at this moment but an overwhelming feeling came over her she felt like there was a presence in the room like motherly and warmth from her Grandma and Mother was there beside her she felt safe, warm like she was in their arms slowly sleep overtook her.

As sleep took her she saw her Grandma. and Mother she ran over and hugged them tightly she hugged her mother too there was another lady who looked exactly like her mother but older looking at Mu Millie she looked at the other two:" who's is this pretty lady Mama she looks like you and me" she smiled.

The lady stepped forward:" come here child you don't remember me I died a long time ago I am your grandma Mu Arianna your mother Mu Amara's mother it's lovely to finally meet you sweetheart " she hugged tightly.

Mu Millie was taken by surprise but in a good way she was very happy to meet her maternal grandma:" hello Nanna nice to meet you" she smiled.

Mu Millie was so happy to see her grandmother:" hello grinygranny ( that's the name she used for grandma) it's so good to see you grinygranny could you tell me if Loki is okay I am so sorry I couldn't protect him" she sighed in sadness

Grandmother:" sweety Loki isn't here he is not dead he is alive" grandma looked surprised.

Mu Millie:" what are you sure because that they told me he died I went to his grave as well grinygranny why did they lie? and where is he now? grinygranny could you find out are you allowed please help me where is my baby boy how is he oh my lord what have they done how could they" she burst out crying.

Grandmother:" yes I can I will let you know what I can find out and also you need to tap into your gifts too then we can talk to you when you want me to talk to you" she smiled she patted her back to assure everything was alright.

Mu Millie:" what do mean grinygranny I don't understand will you be like a ghost with me then" Mu Millie was so happy

Grandmother chuckled:" sort of one of us will be like your Guardian Angel they have allocated us to help you we will be able to help with a lot of things and the more good deeds you gather the more access we will have to additional privileges if you do a bad deed you will lose privilege too so be aware okay you could end up losing one of us" she smiled as she told Mu Millie.

Mu Millie:" erm okay grinygranny I think I got it to OH! wait for dose so that means I can't get revenge on my enemies whyyy?" Chan Millie was completely confused and not happy why was she not allowed to seek justice from all them who has wronged her all her life how is that fair she had to suffer all her life now it could be possible to pay them all back with interest and she couldn't what kind of justice was this would they get at with all that they had done when was this fair, but then again having grinygranny her mother and the bonus her Nanna in her life was worth a lot more than her revenge she would give that up without a fight?

Grandmother explained there are a lot of rules Mu Millie didn't listen anymore her being this close to her grandma was enough to satisfy her needs. And if grandma was going to be next to her she would explain as going along. Mu Millie would purposely ask her grandmother to repeat things to her just she could spend time with her grandma.

Grandmother realised Mu Millie wasn't listening she saw her smiling like a fool but she didn't want her to stop smiling she hadn't seen her smile like this never. Grandma knew she would help her anyway and guide her to make sure she doesn't wallow into much sorrow and revenge against those who had wronged her.

Grandmother was allowed this time to help Mu Millie this time. After Mu Millie had messed in her other lives. What Mu Millie didn't know that this was not the second life. Mu Millie grandmother and mother and ancestors exchanged a lot so Mu Millie could have a this life Mu Millie memory had been wiped out from her other life it was too torturous for her they all didn't want to her to remember what had happened to her and her children the way they killed her children in front of her. At that time Mu Millie didn't go back to her maternal grandfather. So this time would be different she could lead a peaceful life far away from the horrible evil people? Or so all thought.

The last couple of times Mu Millie took revenge in different ways but still suffered a miserably lonely death. Mu Millie was targeted by both the Feng's and the Chan's and together one lot torturing her and the other lot sold her to the black market to the highest bidder she was bought by some rich man who used her for favours for high paying clients eventually she feel back into the hands of the Feng's they tortured her until she took her own life each time. If she ever remembered this she would go berserk and seek revenge again so this time the system would not help her and she would be let vulnerable like last time?

Throughout the night Mu Millie saw a lot she met her mother's mother but this time she didn't see her children. Mu Millie talked about a lot she told her mother and grandmother and Nanna a lot and grandmother and mother and Nanna couldn't tell her much about the last time but they had watched her suffer and it broke their ghostly hearts to see but they weren't allowed to intervene in any matters they watched all the misery and heartache there little Mu Millie went through.

Mu Millie woke in the morning she sat up she lay down again wanting to go back to sleep so she could carry on seeing her mother and grandmother and Nanna but she couldn't sleep she was wide awake. She finally got out of bed and went to her room for a shower and went to find clothes for herself she put on her clothes they were a bit worn out after repeatedly washed. As she dressed she walked back to her mother's bedroom she looked at the time it was only 6.30 am she wondered if anyone was wake she decided to stay in her room until a bit 8.00 am. Mu Millie didn't want to disturb anyone.

As she walked around the room she looked around she noticed a lot of things in the room that belonged to her mother Mu Millie stop on her tracks was this her mother old room she looked some more she opened some draws to see that her mothers things we're neatly folded as she had never left.

Mu Millie had lost her mother when she was five years old so memory was dated but seeing these things reminded her clearly of her mother as she opened her second draw she found dairies it was her mothers it had dry blood on it which surprised Mu Millie why was this here she clearly remembers her mother used to write in this at night time why was it here? She would ask her brother if he would know he would tell her but in the meantime she the took the dairies out and started to read them they started at the of her being 15 years old. Mu Mille never got to know her mum so this was the best way to get close to her Mother.