30: NANNA IS MY GUARDIAN ANGEL WOW! (2)

Mu Millie got disturbed Auntie came to call her for breakfast after everybody was busy so Mu

Millie came back and took out her mother's diary to read she wanted to know about her life, love and troubles to see if she could relate to them.

Mu Millie started to read she read the first dairy first it was interesting to know her mother in her teenage years. where she found out that her mother was quite the rebel back in the day she had fought umpteen enemy's in the underworld alongside her brother and father the trio was an unstoppable force. As she read further she discovers her mother was the one best-skilled fighters they had even to the point she would beat her father and brother in the fighting competitions they were very competitive in everything she did she always came first. In school in college and university. Mu Millie realised she was like her mother with the studies she wished she could be a fighter like her mother.

At university, her mother found her first love. But unfortunately, the boy she fell in love with was from the opposing clan to top it off the family had been enemies for decades for one reason or another. They were continuously at war with each other be it legal above board or illegal in the underworld. Both families posed the relationship but for some time they were a couple we're adamant they wouldn't be separated then it changed suddenly without warning,

As Mu Millie read further she discovered that her mother by accidentally hearing the conversation the boy had with his father the boy who was her mothers first love was using her to get revenge on her mothers family by making her rebel against her own family. After her mother discovered this she broke up with him after beating him up to show off her skills which shocked the boy.

At this point, Mu Millie realised that her mother was always sad so she never forgot her first love she would often take a photo out to look at she remembers her mother saying that the man in the picture was her father Mu Millie being so young Mu Millie didn't remember it much but she remembers that in her suitcase she still has the photo she would pull it out later thou to check

Mu Millie carries on reading the dairy she wanted to now know more. Later Mu Millie father came into the mix and because Mu Millie mother was on a rebound she fell for his lies and deceit.

What Mu Millie found out shocked her to the core was that her mother was already pregnant when she met her father Chan so he wasn't her real father and the rival family eldest Master was her father that explains Mr Chan cold attitude towards her so he must have known and she wondered why her parents slept in different rooms as well they were a lot more Mu Millie needed to find out about the Chan's.

She needed to know how much Mr Chan knew how and why? were they all in all of this together and she also understood that's why it was easy to sell her to the Feng's she was not Mr Chan's biological daughter after all. She wanted answers now as well but she had to make her self strong before she could tackle the Chan's and the Feng's.

Why would mother lie and stay with a person who only used and abused her who was Mu Millie mother punishing herself,!her stepfather,!her lover who is Mu Millie real father, or Mu Millie her child was also being punished too for belonging to that clan who knew but she was sure going to find out she would ask her mother about the truth.

Luckily she remembers Mu Millie was always loved by her mother and protected. It didn't sense who would help her in this big secret. Mu Millie pondered on who her father could be? May be she could ask her mother in her dream, yeah that's it Mu Millie smiled at her clever idea? She smiled at her self she was going on another of self-discovery she needed to knew who she was?

She had read through most of her mother's diaries she looked at the time it was almost midday it was almost lunchtime so she decided to take a break and head downstairs to see if Auntie had come back and Grandpa Mu was around she could ask questions without them knowing she was after the truth.

Downstairs her bodyguards were waiting and her maids they looked up and smiled as they saw Mu Millie descending downstairs. They all crowded her waiting for instructions.

Mu Millie:" how are you all first we all have lunch and discuss the week plan and take it from their okay" she smiled at them all.

Head guard spoke:" okay that's great you have lunch we will wait here" she smiled.

Mu Millie:" wait a minute, we will have lunch together then we will talk about the week's plans while we eat okay" she smiled at them all.

They all headed to the kitchen where Mu Millie made all there lunches she surprised them all the information they gathered on Mu Millie was wrong they found out that she didn't know how to cook, clean, or tidy up but to their astonishment, she did everything on top of that they were amazed at her cooking skills her food tasted amazing.

As they sat and ate they all talked about a lot of things are getting used to their very cute madam who was nothing like her description she was one complete opposite but they loved Mu Millie she was a good boss. And they were go8ng to enjoy working with her.

Mu Millie wanted to see more of the country she would be living in so she could make herself more aware of her surrounding.

Mu Millie took out her diary and wrote all the good and the bad things are done to her throughout her life obviously the bad out way the good but now she was going to grow strong and confident and learn to fight so she could pay them all back with interest. But first, she had to learn a lot about the businesses and of the underworld to she wanted to be apart of it too. She had decided to make her self like an iron lady indestructible that nobody could hurt anymore how she had no clue how but she had a feeling the people around her the ones that would help.

Mu Millie finished talking to her bodyguards and maids then they all went their ways while she went back to reading her mother dairy she needed to see what happened in her mother live and what led to her being killed she always believed her mother was murdered by the Chan's.

As she read further she discovers that Mr Chan didn't know her mother was pregnant and was a mother who trapped Mr Chan into thinking she was pregnant with his child so he had to marry her. Now Mu Millie was extremely puzzled why out if all the people would she find Mr Chan.

And also she helped grow his business and make him the man he is today but unfortunately, the mistress popped out of nowhere to take over and try to get rid of her mother.

Mu Millie made another shocking discovery that made her heart hurt that when she was 4 years old her mother was diagnosed with cancer in the uterus it had to reach the point where it was untreatable she was in her last stage and this point she asked Mr Chan to help her end her life. It was too painful for her she couldn't take it any more.

Me Chan didn't want to but after some persuasion on her mother side he would help but it had to look like the mistress did it that way he would be able to claim the life insurance mother agreed. She discovered that Mr Cahn and mother had some weird pact with each other they didn't love each other they compromised with each other the mistress thought she had destroyed their marriage but she has let her in because she felt guilty towards Mr Chan.

Mu Millie completely misunderstood Mr Chan to a certain extent but what she saw was all make-belief then between mother and Mr Chan they arguing and fighting was that all nit real she hated Mr Chan because she believed that he hurt her mother want the hell she had lived in the delusional world that Mr Cahn and his mistress had murdered her mother and the mistress was the reason why mother and Mr Chan was always fighting? She was even more confused now she needed an explanation for all of this love-hate relationship they had.

As Mu Millie closed the last page in the diary there was one thing she was sure of she was confused as hell to what was going on. She needed to either ask Mr Chan or Mother for an explanation but would they give to her on, y time would tell. And she needed more information on her biological father who he was and why their families were at conflict with each other.

From the dairies, she was certain of one thing her mother was a mystery to her she learned how secretive her mother as she led a double life one the world saw and one she hid well behind close doors which were the real her.