60: MU KAI LATE HONEYMOON (1)

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Mu Kai pulled her in and hugged her he was hurting that she was right he didn't stop her pain he could feel her hurt she was damaged he was looking at a shell all this time why didn't he see this she was very good at hiding her true feeling today he saw how broken she was! he held her tightly as she sobbed she moved her body so she could see him she looked into his sad eyes and thought he has suffered too it's unfair to blame him it was fated for us to be like this at least he is here now. This life is different fr9m from the rest may this one will have a happy ending too?

She slowly moved forward and kissed him on the lips surprising Mu Kai he wasn't expecting he didn't know what he was expecting but this was not it he didn't let the chance slip he pulled her in and deepen the kiss until they were out of breath. They separated then went for the second round Mu Millie whispered in between:" I love you, Kai, I am sorry for not noticing you always there I wish I had paid attention around me I am sorry" she kissed like her life depended on it.

Mu Kai was surprised why was she apologising he should be the one he let her down every life they had:" don't say sorry you have nothing to be sorry about I love so much my wifey I will only show how much I love from now on until I fill that empty shell of yours" he deepens the kiss his hands roamed around her body earning him a moan from Mu Millie he smiled.

He stood up with Mu Millie still attached to him she was attached like a koala he carried her back to there room he sat on the bed as they carried on, just as he was about to take her top of he saw she fell asleep he chuckled to himself and shook his head, she sure knew how to choose her moment he lifted her and placed on the bed she still had her legs around his waist he had to tickle her to release him. He headed to the bathroom he needed a cold shower.

Mu Kai stood in the shower as the day repeated itself in his head and he remembered every moment he remembered what she told him how she suffered in the Feng's house, his blood boiled at the thought that someone could be so revolting he wonders how this man slept at night did he even a human soul or was he a demon but being related to Feng Jo he couldn't be a demon and Feng Jo the very thought he was a gentleman he was a comrade in a lot of fights they had with witches and demons and other creatures, but he also took advantage of Mu Millie misery and his children belong to him he knows why his son was a warlock because his biological father was a warlock, Feng Jo but he had promised Mu Millie he would never go near Feng Jo know he was the father of the twins.

Mu Kai would murder both brothers if he hadn't promised Mu Millie he let her deal with the brothers she didn't want to do anything to do with Feng Jo in fear that he would find out about the children but Feng Chou was not safe she had planned her revenge she had promised the elders she would not kill anyone in the name of revenge but they wouldn't stop doing everything else.

Mu Kai sighed at being helpless again but at least this time he had Mu Millie by his side and now he knows why she was so scared of him entering her he least could find a way of making her feel like it was the most intimate relationship of husband and wife it was his to say how much they loved each other not a punishment.

Mu Kai remembers Mu Millie past lives they're were rough on her, he thought I've caused her a lot of pain each time, but in her previous lives, I stood back and watched live tjis curse over and over again and again, but stunned him was it seems somehow she always encountered Feng Chou and Feng Jo she even married Feng Jo in one life that was a happy short life for her until Feng Jo is murdered by a demon and her life still ends tragically she still ended up in the hands of Feng Chou who tortured her to death?

What was this every time she has a very painful full tragic death? He didn't understand was she being punished for something she had done in her previous life that he can not recall, he also notices her past lives, she lost her children when they were just before they were a year old, He was worried about the twin's until they reach the age of two now they had made it to seven years old this time they have changed their fate he was hoping it would be the case.

He had certainly changed Mu Millie fate he had never married her in their previous live shell he did they close to her in their past lifes, he always had his dilemma's to deal with the never made it in time to save her why? He did have an answer but he thought about it the ancestors most like know why? they were their lips sealed he need answers to this burning question?

This was the only time he was able to bet this close it was also the reason he rushed the wedding ritual in case fate changed its mind and took Mu Millie away from him? so maybe this would the life that is going to be different so far it's been a very pleasant living with Mu Millie and her numerous behaviour she always made him chuckle when she didn't know something rather than admit she would find the stupid excuse for not knowing! He smiled at the memory of his past!

At least what made him very happy was what he imagined all along she was amazing women just her presence alone had changed his life he was always happy when he sees her face next to his that's why he was always stealing kisses from her he had to make sure he was not dreaming, he just had makes her his in the most inmate way then they would be complete. But right now the tables had changed he had to let Mu Millie calm down before he made his move or she would end up rejecting him that would embarrassing, to say the least.

In the bedroom Mu Millie was dreaming about her past lives that had been locked away from her memory bank it was like watching a movie about one fucked up life and all her naivety in all her lifes, she saw the miserable from the moment her mother passed away to the moment she died she could feel her death in every life like it was happening to her right now the feeling and the relief she would feel each time she ended her life her way, how many lives she had lived we're all sad and miserable than the last.

But what was puzzling her in each life there was Feng Chou and Feng Jo and Fen was there and the Chan's no wonder when she met Fen she always felt a familiarity, she was drawn to her, and no wonder Feng Jo he seems familiar, she saw she had married him although they didn't share an intimate relationship with her just the kiss which was for public display purposes only, she was happy to then there was her tragic end where he died.

The Feng's blamed her for his death saying she was cursed, as she was whirling in endless misery she was still being tortured by her memory when out of the blue, her mother arrived! As soon as she Mu Millie mum arrived she ran into her arms and cried like a little child with a lot of grievances to let out she was hurting she didn't understand why she lived over and over with the same ending, she wanted to give up she didn't want to be strong and pretend that everything was okay, she wanted her Mummy to hug her she wanted to be that 5-year-old girl that loved to laugh and giggle with her mother she was lost without her mother by her side, she just wanted to stay like this forever but she knows it wasn't possible but while it lasted.

Her mother pulled her up and held her face she kissed her forehead and spoke:" hey my baby girl pull your self together the fight has just begun you have to overcome this it's in the past one can change the future not the last okay! You have become the most powerful gipsy witch to ever existed you know you even scare the elder which council, in how powerful you are but good someone needs to keep them on their toes" she chuckled.

She carried on speaking:" I know I sound cold but this is live my child and you have to live it well this time, but you are, lucky you have the greatest warlocks that ever lived in time by your side you have your brother the second wizard to exist in our ancestral line, your children are the second warlock and witch brother and sister to be born since time began, and your son Feng Loki is also a wizard but he needs to be fought like his uncle"

She pulled Mu Millie up to face her:" when you find him you need to unlock his powers too they are sealed for his safety he closer than you think, you my girl alike the Pandora box just when we think all the surprise has ended you pop out a big bombshell you've got the ancestor on the edges they're waiting for what's about to happen next, so now my beautiful child it's time to accept your destiny okay! embrace your husband without guilt or fear you will find what your missing and you will overcome all obstacles because you're my and fathers daughter you were born out of love no matter what anyone says to you, you just remember you were loved by both biological parents he was forced by his family not to accept me, he at this moment, doesn't know you exist but when he sees you he will know your his baby girl and he will love you just like I do" she hugged her daughter tightly.

Mu Millie was listening to her mother and thought she is right no more crying feeling sorry for my self I need to pull myself out of the past and in the present I need to kick all fear aside and embrace what's about to come:" yeah you right Mummy I will do as you say and shove my fear under my shoes and wait a minute did you just say my son Feng Loki is alive and well and my father doesn't know I exist mum really " she looked at her mother frozen it just hit her what her mother said as a train had ploughed into her leaving her both shocks and stunned by the revelation?

Mu Millie mother spoke:" yes my child he is alive and well but he needs you, you will understand once you see him and don't be angry with Feng Jo he was helping in his weird way he is a good person just his way of showing was weird, to say the least, but beware of the people around him they are not so nice very conniving?" she looked and smiled.

Mu Millie smiled she fell to her knees she was I happy her son was alive she couldn't believe it:" Mummy wait why did the Fengs lie then and even have a tome stone for him want were they playing at never evil and mummy why didn't Nanna tell me all of this I could have found Feng Loki sooner" she didn't understand what was going on.