61: MU KAI LATE HONEYMOON(2)

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Mu Millie mother explained what she could there were certain things she couldn't say her hands were tied and Nanna was also in the same predicament into what she could reveal and if she did they would remove mother away from you my sweet child, so we stuck to their miserable rules, but she did tell her about Feng Jo he would explain it more clearly to her how he had Feng Jo, she would also need him in the future to help her certain things which she couldn't reveal yet.

She needed Mu Millie to find Feng Jo she told her that:" I know he wronged you but he also gives her the biggest gift your children and if Feng Chou had fathered them they would die in infancy it was a miracle that Feng Loki survived it wasn't her who couldn't keep the children safe it was Feng Chou destiny not to have any children? That's why when Feng Loki left with Feng Jo he survived and Feng Jo has kept Feng Loki safe up till now you should forgive him, okay you will need him by your side when the time comes"? She couldn't say more than that she would violate the rules.

Mu Millie was left shock the last person she wanted to find or see is the one with the answer to finding her son Feng Loki what the hell was this now, really what shit was the ancestors pulling now she wasn't happy at all? Why this and why now what was these old-timers up to they seem to find new ways to torture me want rotten luck I have.

Mu Millie woke up shocked she sat up straight as a rod she was sweating all over, with what she had discovered and her past life fresh in her memory. She didn't know what to do she saw her husband sat on the large sofa reading a document she ran over and straddled him without thinking she hugged him to make sure she was awake.

Mu Kai was liking all these surprise attacks from, Mu Millie, he pulled her in for a kiss she didn't stop him she liked kisses from him. After a long time of mooching, they pulled apart Mu Millie smiled:" honey I had a dream I met my mother we had a chat and do you know my son Loki is alive no wonder I never saw him with the Mummy and grandma but there is one enormous problem I have to find the last person I want to contact with" she sighed as she sunk into Mu Kai's neck.

Mu Kai knew whom she was talking about:" hmmm so do you want to visit Jo and find out" he was having trouble controlling his inner desires his wifey wasn't helping by kissing his neck. He didn't want his wife to contact Feng Jo may she would have feelings for him and want to leave him. It suddenly hit him she was kissing his neck he was surprised and shocked looked down at the gorgeous women in his arms making moves he should be doing to her but he wasn't complaining.

Mu Millie remembers being married to Feng Jo and liking it, but this life belongs to Mu Kai it was time to embrace this hunk of a man:" hmmm don't know if I want to go but I have to no, I don't, can't confront him but let's not think about that right now? and let's do what we came to it's time to let go of my anxiety and fear and embrace my husband " she smiled she remembered what her mother said soo here goes she didn't know what to butt she had seen plenty of movies to know what they should be able doing right?

Mu Millie fumbled around she thought to herself that 'why does it look so easy on t.v and so hard to do in reality huh! Managed to open the buttons on the Mu Kai shirt she had seen his body before over the years but she just couldn't peel her eyes away from him he was so dammed sexy.

Flash into the past...

She chuckled at dirty thoughts going through her head she would never reveal they were R rated, in reality, it was different she would panic and taken back into the vortex of her past experiences with Feng Chou. those in this life as well the past life didn't help the minute she closed her eyes she found her self back in the bedroom of the Feng's or the brothel where Feng Chou sold her in her last life so he could make his deals and all the so-called respectable rich men that came to her she knew most of the dirty seedy secrets she had gathered throughout the past years of her last life, she was gonna make them pay for what they all had done in her past she was sure that she wasn't the only girl they had done this to she would get them one by one.

What Mu Millie discovered just before one of her deaths was he didn't have to sell her to these rich men to make a deal he just did because he needed to humiliate Mu Millie more what Feng Chou didn't realise that he was dealing with a corpse who stop feeling a long time ago, she was just going through the motions of living person even her tears had dried up she couldn't even bring her self to cry her pain away from any more she just waited for death to her?

Hence Feng Chou realised that she was waiting for! he wasn't letting her have it she was watched like a hawk so she couldn't do anything to her self? he knew what he was doing to her would be shameful full for her when he sold her to a high-class brothel where the elite would go to enjoy themself so he could make her feel pain but that didn't work either she would look through him when he spoke to her like she was looking into his soul, it sends creeps down his spine he would beat her here until she unconscious then he would treat her wounds then when the wounds healed it all started again the never-ending cycle if torture he put her through,

End of past...

Even now what Mu Millie didn't understand why the ancestors never intervene and stop the torture was she being punished for something she had done in her past life which she couldn't remember she should recall it at least she would understand why she went through so much torment in all these lifes it never got any better but it was worse in each life?

The ancestors didn't approve of her seeking revenge on all that had wrong in her past lifes until she made a deal with them to marry Mu Kai she was sure now that they were bais leaned towards protecting Feng Chou she wanted to know why? what significant did he hold what was the reason he was in all her lifes did she do something to him in one life and now she was paying the price but how many lifes did she need to pay for her crimes she needed to find out she wonder if she bribes one of the ancestors to tell her?

Mu Kai looked at his wife she had gone into a trance she was having memories of her past he needs to pull her out he didn't want to so he did the first thing that came into his head he crests her breast making her moan bring her back from her flashback.

When he finally brought her back they started kissing again Mu Kai realised she was about to close her eyes he knows what would happen she did:" hey look at me today I want you to watch me the whole time DO NOT close your eyes understood" he used a loud, stern voice but enough to bring Mu Millie out of her vortex.

Mu Millie eyes shot open they had tears in them she looked to see it was Mu Kai in front of her but how did he manage to pull her out of the trance she could hear him this time, most times she would be drawn into her nightmares, he was amazing mum was right, she smacked her lips on his. She kissed as her life depended on it Mu Kai responded he knows she was trying her best he would help her move forward from this he is gentle and patient only do what she could take comfortably in her stride then he would stop he knew forcing would only send her in the pit of hell where she was living.

Mu Kai had taken advice from a physicist so he was following her advice, he slowly undressed her he carried on kissing her to keep her busy then with his hands he played with her breast she let out soft moans she was relaxed he stroke her back to reassure her it was him so she could get used to his hands around her body he slowly moved to the kisses down to her neck he always knows this was the most sensitive part of her body he always got a reaction from her and he hit the spot she moved to grab his shoulders as she let out more moans, he then slowly moved to her breasts he played with one and sucked the other one at this point Mu Millie was a kitty in his hands her moans were telling him that she was enjoying ever little move he was making very carefully, He lifts her so he could take the rest of her clothes of he slips his of too he was told to try this method, so Mu Millie had control while she was on top he slowly place her in position as he carried on with his kiss and soft strokes all over her body.

Mu Kai wanted to remove all her bad memories of all of her lifes replace them with good ones of how husband and wife should bond in the most inmate ways with love and a whole load of pleasure and a good workout hopefully?

He then slowly bit by bit started to push himself in he didn't want to do it all at once in case she screamed and ran. He could see she was trying to let him in but she was wincing was pain full he thought she is pain this is supposed to give pleasure, not pain, he could also feel her grip tighten on him he could feel her nails dug in his shoulders at this point, is she's ready to run just as he managed to place himself inside of he whispered:" dose it hurt shall pull out if it's not comfortable don't force yourself" he was worried he didn't want to scare her away.