Do you?

Do you know what it feels like

To love a troubled man?

Do you know what it feels like

To grow attached to that man?

To their touch

Their smile

Their eyes

Their voice

The way they laugh

The way they look at you

The way they hold you

That's the hardest one

Do you know how it feels to be held in their arms

And feel everything melt away

To cry and laugh

Smile and frown

All of this from their grasp

Do you know what it feels like to lose that?

When they let go

When they have to say goodbye

You see hugging them

It's a drug

You crave it every second they're gone

Anytime life gets you down all you want is your favorite fix

You need it to survive

Imagine losing that

Do you know how that feels?

But no that's not the worst part

That's not what hurts

What hurts the most

Is seeing someone else enjoy what you love

Seeing them smile at someone else

Seeing their eyes shine at someone other than you

And seeing them hold them

That's what kills me

Is i know that those hugs that i love more than words can describe

Are no longer mine