move on

"that's it about my first love and that was the last time we talked after 2 months he left the city and changed school.After that everyone talked behind my back calling me slut,bitch and opportunist.

everyone believed I was the reason he left the city.

but in the end he just used me to move on"

(the pain could be heard on Mira's voice)

"MIR----A

don't cr--y"

(Arima's voice sounded like he was in greater pain)

"say Arima

am I doing the same thing by just trying to move on from my first love wanting to having you all to myself,

is it true love or I'm just using you

do you think I'm a bitch like my friends say

well it was my fault to clinging to Som--"

"SHUT UP"

(suddenly Arima screamed that loud and thanks to that Mira came back to her normal self)

"what the hell Arima were you trying to make me deaf hahaha--"

"I TOLD YOU TO SHUT UP and listen to m-"

"But don't be angr---"

"I'm not angry, it's just I got excited

I'm sorry but please listen to me

will you"

(Arima said that in a calm soothing voice)

"okay"

"You see Mira it doesn't matter to me

what your ex or what your friends call you

it doesn't matter to me.

bitch? opportunist? slut?

if they want to call you that? let them bark.

To me you're the most honest person I've seen.

You told me everything about you or the most of it.

Who tells so much about them to a person they've barely known for a month.

it just shows me, how much you trust me.

you're using me? I'll be a move on?

try it if you can?

I believe you won't.

don't think I have doubt on you.

but if there's a chance you're trying me to move on,

I'll get you to fall in love with me for real then I'll see how you can leave my side.

that's it"

("damnit I want to hug her and comfort her")

(Mira started crying on call)

"Mira? I'm sorry.

I didn't meant to hurt yo--"

"Idiot,Arima is idiot"

"I'm sorr--"

"SHUT UP YOU IDIOT"

"AT ONCE MA'AM!!!"

"not that salute again Arima, you're embarrassing me again"

(they laughed in unison after Mira said that)

"thank you darling, I was just so happy the things you said,I just couldn't hold back my tears,but thanks to your words I'm feeling better"

"you're flattering me, it's nothing"

"mmm-hmmm it means a lot to me"

"you see Mira I love you the way you're most,

you're the best when you're smiling

(cause I can't be there when you're sad damnit I feel so frustrated even tho she's happy I feel something is missing)"

"yes yes and why were you emotional?"

"tha-tha-that yo-yo-you se--e"

"okay no need to explain"

"Mira"

"yes?"

"I'm really sorry

I can't tell you about my past

it's ok if you don't believe me"

"don't apologize and if I didn't believe you why would I tell you about me just like you told(laugh)

right?

you can be such a idiot Arima?"

"we--well I can be but I'm just your idiot HMPH"

"you I would've punched you for such a bad pick up li---"

"huh who punches their boyfrien--"

"oh shut up let me complete first I would've punched you and when you were knocked out

I would do a lot of things without you not knowing

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you know"

"wha-? what are you planning?"

"What do you think a girl would do with an

U N C O N C I O U S B O Y F R I E N D?"

"H-Hell I-if I Kn--ow"

"Ahh I'll just bandage you and put you on the bed and take some pictures of your"

"What? that's all?"

"yes,that's all"

"you're serious?"

"yes I'm

tehe what were you expecting you naughty boy"

"I was expecting nothing yo--u idiot"

"hehe who's getting flustered here"

"ohh shut up na"

"yes yes GENERAL ARIMA"

"why are you imitating me now?"

"cause it's fun making you embarrassed?"

"listen,you here"

"yes yes but I can't stop teasing you it's so fun and it makes me laugh"

"well then it's fine you know as long it makes you happy"

"you're such a good person you've been hurt badly sometime write?"

"huh? No--thing like that?"

"even if you want to lie your voice can't hide it from me and I've been hurt like you too"

"don't"

"what?"

"NEVER COMPARE OUR PAST AGAIN

(said Arima in a very negative tone like it was a warning)

I'm sorry I lost control of myself"

"bye my mom came don't call back or I'll get scolded"

"wai--"

*hanged up*

"I shouldn't have lied to him

I wanted to talk more but that voice scared me"

"shit I'm such a idiot I always let my emotions get the best of me damnit all"

"I didn't even said goodnight" (thought Mira and Arima both)

"Shit it's 10:30PM brother will come and I'll have to sleep"

"he'll go to sleep in sometime

I don't feel like waking up myself too"

"damnit everything was going so good and I messed up"(thought Mira and Arima both)

to be continued...