Oh dear

Joel:

I suddenly awaken after a nightmare and I was in bed with Dave but the nightmare had me shook I was with Dave and I had betrayed him and even though it was not true it affected me very much and it made me feel like a terrible person I have been betrayed  before by one of my ex's and I could never do that to Dave he means the world to me but I feel like I betrayed him yet when I was still just friends with him from when I did not tell him I am bi and if I don't have enough courage to tell him that what about more important things I felt like doing something I shouldn't but the feeling is so strong I can't forgive myself for this so I get out of bed and look at the clock, and it is 5am and I start to go down the stairs to get a knife and I got to the 2nd step, and then I fell doen the stairs and there was a piece of metal and I felt it slice my arm open in a zigzag way, and it was painful, and after that, I don't know what had happened after that

Dave:

I woke up to so someone falling what the hell it is only 5am why did I hear falling I look over and see Joel is not then and I stood by the stairs to go down, and I look down and see blood on the stairs and at the bottom, "oh god" I said as I seen Joel at the bottom of the stairs laying in a pile of blood so I quickly and carefully go down the stairs and I look at his arms and I seen a horrible zigzag cut down his arm and the cut was still bleeding i went and got water on a cloth to wipe his arm and when I seen his arm after wiping his arm with the water on it, I could see the flesh under the skin on his arm, and it was terrible the cut was to his wrist almost to his elbow after I seen that I went into panic  mode and ran to get my phone and dialed 911 "hello I have an emergency my friend fell down the stairs and has large cut from his wrist almost to his elbow, and he is losing blood fast, and he is unconscious" I'm still panicking but I grabbed the ace bandage and wrapped it around his arm, and it bleeds through his bandage but I left it on at least it slowed the blood down I think anyway by the time I was done both my arms and by shirt where covered in Joel's blood weedooweedo i heard in the distance, and once they got to my house they came in with a stretcher and got Joel and I got in the back of the ambulance and on the way there they had Joel on air because with the amount of blood loss they were afraid that his body would not have enough oxygen because with a lack of red blood cells he will have less oxygen in his body, and it is possible that he could have anima an iron deficiency for a while after words which means he will have to eat more iron based foods and will be more prone to heart attacks, and his organs might have to work harder but iron supplements might help this and this is all things the doctors have told me on the way to the hospital and when we got to the hospital I had to wait outside the door as they gave Joel 11 fricken stitches than they x-rayed Joel because with a fall like that it is possible that he could have broken his arm on the way down the stairs, but as I wait outside the office I try to stay calm, but it is very stressful so I message Jonas and Joel's parents and put them into a group message and told them that they need to head over to my house once I say, so that once Joel can get out of the hospital they can meet at my place, so they can talk t ok Joel and hopefully take his mind of the situation and my mind I'm worried about my boyfriend I mean I don't know how much pain he is going to be in after words I sighed at least I will be able to take care of him at that note the doctors  came and got me to come, and see joel, and he looked helpless, and he had 11 stitches on his right arm and his right arm was broken I cannot imagine being in his situation right now that would suck not to mention he was still unconscious, but at least he was not on oxygen any more I stood there and looked at him and said, "I love you I hope you get better soon" I then realized the nurse was in there, and she said, "I thought he was your friend" then you said, "well he was up until yesterday then we became a thing and how bad is is his broken arm"

"oh ok that makes sense I guess just fractured" she said and walked out of the room I very carefully grabbed his hand of the arm with stitches and sighed, "I wish you where feeling better"

"yeah well I have a question how did I get here" oh his conscious is back I just stood there and smiled

Joel:

so last thing I remember is falling down the stairs and getting a small scrape on my arm and wake up in the hospital I have no idea what happened I look down at my arms and see that one arm has stitches, and the cut are all the way from my wrist almost to my elbow and my other arm has a cast and I ask Dave "hey babe what happened to my arms the last thing I remember was getting a small cut on my arm"

"You had fallen down the stairs and the small scrape was a long deep cut I could see the flesh and you had landed on the other arm, and it broke" Dave said

Dave:

The doctor came in to release Joel and once we got there back to my place I messaged Jonas and Joel's parents, and they are now on there way over