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Tears dripping down her eyes continuously, her lips quivering as she held her head against her knees which were close to her chest, she had been crying ever since she entered the room. It wasn't something she could control her tears and obviously having the worst scenario in her mind related to the incident she has been worrying about to the extend. 

[He know... he also knows...] Jamie kept chanting that inside her head and this was making her cry her heart out more than before, she was scared to see his reaction to her lie, she was scared he would hate her knowing that she had always kept him under a lie. She felt nothing when Liam found out just she was scared to die but now dying was not even a little of concern for her. 

The thought of him wanting to stay her away from him, him again avoiding her, and most probably the thought of Ethan never wanting to see her around and hating her all his life was eating her out.