Liza: Panic attack

Liza: 16 years

Location: London

I run like a mad person, knocking down everyone and everything that stood in my way.

"Hey!! No running in the hallway." a teacher shouts.

I run and I run. I wanted to stop but I couldn't. Finally my legs give in and I fall to the ground. I don't know why but I always seemed to loose control over my emotions when it came to Joan.

My head feels like it might burst as a hurricane of questions begins to flood inside me. My visions getting blurry. Everything's spinning. I feel thirsty. I feel like I might black out at any moment.

I hear voices. I hear her voice.

"Hey I'm Joan, nice to meet you..."

"Liza...Liz... wanna come over?"

"Monkey...stop teasing me..."

"You are such a flirt"

Memories of Joan flood my brain and I cry.

Jo.... Jo.....

"Are you in love with her?"

I am.... She is my drug. She is my everything.

I scream my lungs out and cry. Tears begins to flow from my eyes like water rushing from a dam.

Jo.....

I try to focus on my breathing but I couldn't. Anxiety builds up inside my stomach like water filling a pitcher kept under a rushing tap.

I feel something cold hit my skin. I open my eyes. The clouds have turned grey and water drops begins to fall from those cotton balls.

I open my eyes...

It's raining....