Meeting the goddess in despair

Lin's eyes dim, watching Kyrie finding his mother dead. His entire body hurts watching the sight of the room light up and dim from the days passing. Remembering the resentment on Kyrie's face starts to make sense. 

Lin rubs his tear-stained face with his palms, running his fingers into his hair, grabbing a fist full, pulling it, tearing it. His throat holds a scream coming from his twisting guts but is completely stuck. His lungs work harder to function properly, making him breathless. His body burns like his soul is set on fire. 

Yet, he finds all these are not painful enough. Someone has to make him suffer… Someone has to make him pay! How could he make his family pass through that?

Lin falls to his knees as cries begin to come out into screams and begging for someone to punish him. Then, as if someone turns off the lights, his enclosing becomes a void. His eyes try to search for the images that could at least give him pain, but all is darkness.