Why Are You Making Me Feel This Way?

I wasn't able to sleep properly since that night, just a mere "Good Night" was able to keep me bothered and awake. And here I am, feeling so sleepy while in class but I have to keep my eyes and senses awake.

Adora keep on bugging me, asking me questions why I'm sleepy and what did I do last night. While Neo just looked at me with a worried expression so I just smiled at him to let him know that I'm fine. I'm just a little sleepy.

I finally yawned when the class ended. We went to the cafeteria to eat lunch. I just chose something that Adora also chose. I'm too tired to think and my mind is draining me away.

How can a "good night" shake my system like that, that it rendered me sleepless. I brushed off the thought and just focused on my food.

"Where did you go last night? Why are you so sleepy?" Adora asked while Neo handed me a water. I thanked Neo and drink it.

"I was at the mall to buy some materials and just couldn't sleep when I went home," I answered her. And she seem to buy it so it let it be. We just focused on eating our lunch, silently.

When we are on our way for our next class, Adora excused herself to go the comfort room. Neo suddenly stopped walking and faced me. I was a confused koala when my eyes met his eyes that's full of... pain?

"So, you really are neighbors with him?" he suddenly asked. I blinked and was a bit puzzled by his question.

"I'm sorry, who?"

"Travis. I saw you together last night at the mall," he said.

So it's affirmative. Mister Frustrated Pornstar is indeed the Travis that Adora asked me about the last time. I did not answer Neo, I just gave him a reassuring smile instead. Maybe he's just worried about me that's why he's reaction was like that, and I understand because we're friends. And I'm new to this place.

The following hours was just so tiring that I don't want to stand up. It's just the first week but we are already so busy with our requirements. I went home feeling sleepy, tired and hungry. All at once, I don't know what to do first. I was dragging my bag on my way to my unit when I saw Travis outside his unit, standing with his arm crossed on his chest. He's wearing a normal clothing, a white shirt and a black pants partnered with a black converse shoes.

I just took a glance of him because I really don't have the energy. I sighed and get my keys from my bag and opened my unit. Before I could even close it, he blocked his arms and he went inside. I was shocked and couldn't move and just watched him walk through the kitchen.

"What are you doing?" I asked him as he was opening my cup board and my fridge.

"Cook for you. You look tired, you kept on yawning and sighing," he answered without even looking at me while his preparing for an ingredients. Does he even know how to cook?

"What do you want to eat?" he asked and finally looked at me. I put my bag down at the sofa while I lazily sit.

"Just cook anything you can cook. I'm very tired I want to sleep and be careful with in my kitchen and definitely don't burn my unit down," I reminded him and finally dozed off. It's really a tiring day and I'm sleepy, very.

I woke up in a dark room. I adjusted my sight and looked around, and I realized that I'm at home. I looked for my phone to check the time and it's already 8 in the evening. I slept for too long I felt my stomach grumble. I went to the kitchen and looked for food and found a bowl of pasta. It has a note in it saying "Eat before it gets cold."

He must've left not too long ago, as the pasta is still warm. Maybe he took time cooking it while I was sleeping. I smiled and felt my cheeks burning hot with his small efforts. I sat down and enjoyed my meal.

"Thank you!" I shouted after I finished eating, hoping he could hear it. And I hope he's in his unit. I washed my plate and utensils, I found my pot and frying pan at the side of the sink, dry. He also cleaned everything.

"Thank you!" I shouted again and laughed. I really appreciate this small efforts from him. From bidding me a good night to cooking my dinner, who wouldn't flatter?

I watched TV since I got nothing to do left and I'm not yet sleepy as I had a long sleep. It was almost midnight when I finished watching a few episodes of The Good Doctor. I felt the need to watch it after stitching up Travis' wounds and when I remembered that my dad forced me to watch it in case of an emergency.

It actually helps.

I almost jumped out of my seat when I heard a loud bang coming from the other unit, which is Travis' unit. I immediately stood up and prepared to go out when I heard a woman called his name in a seductive way. I felt my heart skipped a beat and tightened when I heard them exchanging their kisses. I slowly let go of my hand holding the door knob and just went back to the living room and put the volume of my TV to the fullest volume so I won't hear them doing something I thought I'm used to hearing.

My touched my chest and rubbed it lightly. I felt a tear flowing down and then another tear and the next thing I knew, I was already crying.

Why am I crying? What does it have to do with me? They're back together again, I get it. But why am I acting like this? I'm acting strange and weird.