You want me to kill myself

Suddenly an explosion went off. I was sent flying and crashed into a wall. I searched around for Oaic but couldn't find her. I got up and ran through the cloud of dust. There, another explosion went off. Inside the cloud, there was a figure of Oaic and behind her stood the man in the mirror. "Would you die for her, or would you let her die like all of your previous, friends" he said holding her by the head. I froze. Would I? Turned back, began to sprint, covering ears to block out the screams of fear. I gasped for breath. I looked back. She was alive, I'd just wait. A minute passed then two, then three, four turned into an hour, an hour turned into two, then four until the only person to come out was Tor. He lifted his leg and brought it down upon me. The building collapsed as he hit me and I froze. He picked me up and carried me for hours on end. A long walk, through the snow, to the desert, to the forest until we reached snow again. He dropped me and I tumbled down to the center of the crater. I could finally move. I got up and asked, "Why?". He remained silent. "Why the fuck did you leave me!". I looked up and saw him face to face. "Because you were going down the wrong tunnel". I stared at him confused. What did he mean by, "You were going down the wrong tunnel".

"What do you mean" I asked going closer to him. He stood his ground and replied,

"You were thirsting for revenge and look where you are now, broken down". I took another step closer to him.

"So you excuse, leaving me and trying to kill me with that". He took a step forward and stared into my soul.

"Yes, I realized what you were going through when my family died because I was too weak, but the difference between you and me is I completed my revenge and got to think it out". I looked down trying not to listen.

"Still, why did you try to kill me!" I said taking another step forward.

"You're gonna end up doing it yourself so I decided, why drag out your suffering" he said taking a step forward. Now there were only two steps. One for each. I took mine. "What the fuck do you mean, you can't predict the future, no one can, so stop acting like it!". He took his step. "You're right, I don't know for certain, but in this case, I got to think of the possibilities since you and I were in the same position". I grabbed him by the collar. "No you weren't, have you had the pain of watching your brother get killed and being left by everyone you know". He grabbed my collar.

"Yes, my family has died, not just my brother". I tightened my grip.

"You know, you want me to kill myself".

(Update on charger, my charger has risen from the grave and is working, but it might stop again, just saying in case I don't update on Thursday, you know why)