S4 Episode 18- It’s time to move on.:

After crying my heart out for hours, I finally had enough stamina to get up.

Sure, Yeonjun was dead, but there's no harm in checking to see if anyone else is still alive, right?

I shouldn't be the one to jinx that either...

Picking up the pieces of my broken heart, I headed towards where they were last seen - Huening Kai and Beomgyu. However, the doubts and worries were buried deep inside my heart; I wasn't sure whether I could find them without ripping my heart apart into pieces.

I knew Yeonjun was gone, but who was next?

Focus.

I have to retrace my steps, I can't make the same mistakes the others made otherwise I won't make it out alive either. But the question was: should I risk my life for them to potentially survive?

I stopped at the entrance of the house, it was the next challenge to overcome. It was in my way of seeing Huening Kai and Beomgyu. But what if I saw them? What's next? To escape, I had to go forward and I would eventually see Soobin, who was definitely dead. Those bears must've ate him alive. And guess who their next meal would be?

Me. Beomgyu. Huening Kai.

The sound of bones snapping played in my mind on loop... I couldn't bear to even think about it, let alone be in the same situation.

So what exactly would be the next step?

I could just leave now... Alive and in one piece. I had a big decision to make.

Should I stay away with my promise and live with the guilt, or follow through with my heart and risk death itself?

Is it really worth it?

Are they worth it?