Shocked

Jill had been so engrossed in her recollection of the worst days in her life that she almost forgot that she was telling her horror story to people who were characters in it. Her face was straight, not giving up any emotions. 

She never wanted to remember all that had happened years ago. she hated that she couldn't do anything. She hated that she had become someone else in her quest for revenge. When she had realized she survived, she hated herself.

She had tried killing herself more than once. But each time she failed, because maybe it wasn't her time yet. She went crazy trying to do shit that could make everyone hate her.

The day after the headlines had broken out, she went into hiding. No one would know where she was. She was hidden in plain sight. She had gone to the one place no one expected her to go back to. she wwent back to the almanac.