Pain, Anger & Hate [2]

"after all that time, I did it. I managed to prove to them that I was not just another girl. I proved it to them.

Together we formed a community, one that had terrifying people but a family nonetheless. We formed a family that was bent on making society better; I needed to make them feel safe because if they felt safe, I would feel like my redemption was not too far beyond reach.

They kept me sane even though ur line of work was the last thing anyone would ever describe as sane. But that was the life I chose.

I had to choose a name, and what better name to use than my surname, James, though I would never call it James gang. That would be so lame. So I shortened it to jay. It was more suitable that way and easier to pronounce."