Chapter 14 Strong Wings Scarred heart.

"You have to stay strong OK?". i kept replaying what Michael said to me when I visited.

It was the next day Thursday. I was staying home due to feeling not that well. I had a huge red gash on my cheeks due to a cream I was using. it marked my face damn well alright!

I got up this morning and sat there wondering if I should go to school. I thought about what Michael would have done. he would have wanted me to go to school but he would like me to rest before I do anything. I knew his soul wouldn't mind. Mum said I could stay home to get better.

I wore my pastel pink jumper that said Reckless on it just right on the chest of the jumper. Witch was how I got the nickname "Reckless" due to Harley Quinn giving me that name. I put Quinn at the end of the nickname in honour of Harley. From then on I chose that name as my signature nickname from now on. along with the "Reckless" jumper I wore my hair back in a low ponytail with a black hair tie. and some skinny light Gray legging pants.

I was on my computer just chilling until my dad came in and said I needed to *take out the trash*. Without Question, I got the familys bins including mine and went downstairs outside to empty the bins. I'm trying to be nice

and do my best. after all that has happened with my father... it's hard. Michael or Nanny wouldn't want me to be unforgiving towards him. I don't think they would like my behaviour.

Nanny And DEFINITELY Michael would want me to give him another chance. Another chance... I don't know... ever since we came back after the separation. I never really felt the same with dad since then.

it's just hard to forgive and live around someone you where once close with after they where involved if a negitive change in your life... And when you can't move on from that.

you can never really see them the same again...

I don't think Michael would be proud of my coldness towards my father earlier when I used to visit him on weekends. But then again he would know how I felt at that time. He would understand that I'm still trying to re-live

after all that's happened. I just hope I haven't disappointed him. and I hope I don't enytime soon... to me he's like my godfather. and I'd hate it if I ever did anything to make him hate me... That's True Loyalty.