Mistakes

TAY'S POV:

I'm making it so fucking obvious that I have feelings for her. Today I grabbed her arm and tried to hold her hand but as soon as I touched her palm Dixie stepped back. Couldn't believe I was getting my hopes up. Again. I'm so stupid. Why would me and Dixie ever work? With this new found realisation and heartbreak, I started crying. I never should've gotten my hopes up, never should've gotten attached. This was all a mistake.

I know I should probably move on, it's a dead end but she makes it so hard not to fall for her. If she finds out, I would lose everything and I can't afford to lose someone like her. I hate lying to her but if she knows, she'll hate me. Dixieseems so down, even though she's like that most of the time, today feelsdifferent. If it because of me and my super obvious feelings for her then I'lltry to move on. So much for keeping it low.

Just as all this guilt was weighing down on me, Dixie shows up with her dazzling smile and I fell all over again.

Never am I letting someone get close enough to hurt me. Never again. Except Dixie and Lee.

DIXIE'S POV

I've told her this but not enough for her to be happy. I've told her the reason I'm so quiet is because of something that started since school. Tay. I can't deny I have had feelings for her since the beginning even though she had other people, I always hoped she'd change. Here we are now, where she's changed and maybe does feel the same. I'm still getting used to liking her and accepting it myself. I still don't know how things are with James but I'd like to make this break a little longer.

I'm ready to fall in love again.