Chapter Eight

My mouth dropped but he was too fast and I felt his breath on my lips.

" how the way your heart beats fast when i am close to you?"

"It's not possible to fall in love with someone in less then a week"

"Your heart begs to differ"

" My heart is a pathetic organ and I don't love you!!"

His breath hitch, I hurt his feelings but I was so mad I didn't care. I was angry, scared, lost, defensive. I didn't want to hurt again. I felt that way when my dad passed away. I felt that way when my ex boyfriend in college was abusive. I didn't want history  of pain to repeat itself.

" Now I know what Lady Adara felt that day the love of her life executed her,  you are my love and your words are my execution"

I felt my stomach turn when he said that to me, I felt sick but I held it in. Then he said something I didn't expect from him.

" If you don't love me Chant the prayer Lady Adara told you in your dreams, since you don't love me I will disappear"

Am I strong enough to lose him too? My pride was too big. I opened my mouth and I couldn't believe I was saying the chant Lady Adara warned me about, only to say it when your feelings rang true.

"The sun, the moon, the skies and trust

bring to me what I love the most

and if this chant is in vain

Then I shall no longer remember his name.

So mote it be."