Chapter Nine

Suddenly everything went dark, I woke up in my bed room, my chest felt empty like something or someone was missing.  I sat in my bed that night wondering what was missing.

For the next three months I went to work, home,  and waste my life away with paper work and checking out the new trending outfits and designs, When one day something caught my eye. This book I bought months ago. it was empty, it must of beena bad print but I don't remember why would I buy a book with the Title " You" but with no words inside of it. It wasn't a journal so what was it? The book of you kept distracting me, I got up and grabbed the book

" I don't know what the hell makes this book so special but  your distracting"

I put the book in the drawer of my night table.

" Out of sight, out of mind"

I went to bed and a couple of hours later I was having this dream of this beautiful girl crying in a corner of this old town. I ran up to see to check on her well being.

" How could you!!? I created him for someone like you and you erased him from your life!"

My heart skipped a beat.

" All he ever wanted was to love you and experience life with you and you took that from him and from yourself now you can never have him back"

I woke up and I remembered, I now know why I felt empty all this time. I missed him so much I need him back into my life. I open the drawer and hugged the book close to my heart and cried.

" Levi! I am so sorry, please come back to me I am so sorry, I LOVE YOU TOO!!"

I laid back down on my bed and cried myself to sleep. The next three days at my job distracted me a bit from thinking about levi, but when I did my tears would blind me and I quickly sought paper work to erase my mind from him. What was haunting me so deeply was that it was friday and I had a whole weekend  to myself in that quiet apartment. Saturday rolled over too quick. The silent reminder that Levi was once in my life was killing me so I decided to go to a place that would calm me down or kill me further more. The Jazzy Lynn's book store.