Friendship Over?

"Be honest for once, Xavier. Did you really consider us as your friends?" What the hell is happening with Augustine.

"You know what, Augustine, it's still early in the morning. Stop asking me this kind of stuff when you already know the answer before you ask. If you want to say something, then be straightforward. Stop talking nonsense early in the morning," This is starting to get annoying. 

First thing in the morning, and this is what will wake me up in the morning. Without even any greetings, I dont know whatever came to Augustine's mind in confronting me with these weird questions. Why wouldn't he believe and question our friendship just because I wanted them to be free? 

Am I selfish for wanting what I think would be the best choice for their freedom? I valued our friendship, but I put their peace of mind even more, so why does it feel that I've failed as a friend? Although it hurts me to even let them go, I tried just for them to have freedom.