Chapter 220- Confrontation (3)

She avoided that confrontation but she wanted to discuss it all at once. These bits and pieces were killing her.

"I don't know if taking revenge against you will lead me here. The father for whom I wanted to avenge turned out the most wanted criminal and an evil bastard! The mother whose death I grieved for so long turned out to be alive! My whole upbringing and childhood were a big fat lie. The mother, Who I knew passed away because of cancer turned out to be some genius who was tortured and being used by my-my father. So I don't know what I am supposed to feel now. I feel like I suffered for nothing. Why No one ever thought or considered my feelings? You, my father and even my mother. No one gave a single shit about how would I feel? Or how it would affect me? I feel so played right now. I know you lost everything but suddenly my life feels like crap and what I went through feels like a joke? Am I a joke?"