Loss

The whole reason why

I stop speaking to people is

to see just how much

they care about me

They lie and blame me

by saying it was because

I stopped trying to

make an effort to talk to them

and stopped trying to chase after

them

Then what about it

They could have spoke first

They could have messaged me

first

But in the end they let our

relationship wither away

like it was nothing

They carried on with their lives

forgetting all about me

and always expect me to chase

after them

And this time around I will

watch them walk away with

others by their side

and as for me I will be

fighting for those who stayed

~A.