Like Literally ?!

Oh man. Six months. Literally six months.

Hiding emotions is becoming harder by the time. Tears have dried up.

"See, I don't know okay ? She is your girlfriend, you know what to gift her on her birthday. Not me." I typed clearly irritated.

"But Bri, you are the one I can rely on. Please help me this once !"

Ya ya of course I have to take care of all your girlfriends.

He should understand right that it is not his problem now. It is mine !!!

What?

He being a playboy.

"Okay fine. If she is a great fan of chocolate, gift her kit-kat dessert truffle. Its tasty. She will like it."

"Thank you so much girl !!! I love you !"

Only if it was true.

I logged out of Instagram and leaned back on my bed.

Why am I doing this ?

I don't want to be his friend.

I want to be more.

But wow !!! I am the relationship fixer for Ryan now ! The Fuck !

But who can resist his puppy face ????? Not me at least.

I discovered some dark secrets about him some days ago. I couldn't sleep for nights.

Sam explained to me that he may not be the right person for me. But at the same time she asked me to look out to him and see maybe he changes.

Maybe.

I tried so so so much. But I couldn't.

I couldn't remove his smile from my mind.

I couldn't remove his childish laugh.

I couldn't remove his bad jokes.

I couldn't remove his "scared of sir" expression.

I couldn't remove him.

I had liked him more than I originally had planned.

It was bad. Very bad.

My mind whirls in thoughts as I sigh.

"Not meant to be huh?"

Let's just see where this shit goes.