arlemsarmiento03

Hello my name is Georgia Guzman, I'm the main leader in this novel, I would like everyone to joined me  in this amazing rollercoaster we will be dealing slowly, we will go throught alot known as ups and downs, loosing and loving people we deeply care. Please join to my journey, this book would have sexual content be aware about it , I won't say it which chapter but once you know what would happen then you will known. thank you so much be aware of my past and present tense, I'm biligual person.
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Georgia is a Student in the university of Chicago this is her 4 year of college nine months from now she needs to be focus on graduation and see if she makes it  in the medical School to get her RN and her IVL class to become a full time nurse what will happen when her Poetry teacher is hot as fuck ... and you started to have feelings for and same with him but he shows it differently..... Preview 
I was the last  one from Mr.Gray room  because i wanted to talk about my grade in that class while i'm walking to his desk i could see that his eyes couldn't keep away from my body because i was wearing this really short skirt that you could see my ass sticking out .... but he was still watching when i got into his desk he stands up i could see his  long sleeve white shirt his amazing 8 packs i was drooling in my mind because he was perfect he got closer to me he was 3 steps away from me almost lips and lips touching it mr gray couldn't hold it anymore he grab my waist and my thigh that....... you will know " THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN  ADULT CONTENT AND VIOLENCE

Love of A Professor

HIT ME BACK ...THE BACK OF MY HEAD LET ME THINK WHAT THE HELL WAS IT HAPPENING TO ME .... YUP NOTHING HAS CHANGED WELL IT DID INFACT IT DID MY MAN I ONCE LOVED IS GONE.. IS IT HARD TO LOVE AGAIN..


YEAH IT IS WELL WHAT CAN I SAY TODAY IS THE DAY I GO BACK TO SCHOOL AFTER MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN I HAD EARLIER THIS FOLLOWING WEEK.


ANOTHER YEAR, ANOTHER  ME , ANOTHER PEOPLE I MIGHT KNOW OR MIGHT NOT ...


IT IS TOUGHT TO LOVED SOMEONE ELSE I KNOW IT HAS BEING 4 YEARS EXACT MY MY DEAREST MARCOS DEATH ..


FOR MYSELF IT WAS AN OPEN CUT THAT WASN'T ABLE TO GET STITCHES..


CAUSED EACH TIME I REMIND MYSELF ABOUT HIM IT WILL OPEN AGAIN.. EACH TIME IT WILL BE A FRESH CUTT.


FRESH BLOOD WOULD BE OUT SLIDING DOWN FROM MY WRIST TO MY ARMS ONCE IT MEET ITS TARGET IT WILL DROPPED EACH TIME TO MY CLOTHES..


OR SOMETIMES TO THE FLOOR FOR ME TO SEE AN REMIND MYSELF THAT THE PAIN I HAVE INSIDE OF ME WON'T BE ABLE TO GET CURE WITH AN ANTIDOTE.


AS MANY TIMES I REMIND MYSELF TO LET HIM GO I JUST CANT IS PAINFUL YOU KNOW..


I GOT MYSELF OUT OF BED .. GRAB MY PAIR OF CLOTHES KNOWN AS JEANS SHORTS THAT WERE HELLA SHORT .. SECOND A TANK TOP THAT SAYS 


WEARING SANDALS AS PART OF CLOTHES IN THIS WARM SUMMER THAT WASN'T BAD HERE IN CHICAGO . IT IS JUST NICE FOR SOMEONE IN REALITY..


AS I GET OUT OF MY BED GRAB WHAT I NEED .. ENTER MY OWN RESTROOM THAT IS CONNECTED TO MY ROOM .. I SET MY CLOTHES DOWN ... JUST THINK ..


IS THERE A REASON WHY MY MAN SACRIFICE HIMSELF FOR ME..


AS I KEPT THINKING ABOUT IT .. I FEEL LIKE SHIT .. EMOTIONAL THAT MY EYES GOT WATERY IN JUST COUPLE OF SECONDS.. I STAND UP STRAIGHT ON MY RESTROOM SINK ... I SEE MYSELF 


THAT IS THIS FACE.. USING CONTACTS THAT MY NEW UPDATE I MADE MYSELF .. 


AS MY EYES GOT WATERY IN THOSE COUPLE OF SECONDS .. WITH MY RIGHT HAND RAISED IT TO TOUCH MY MIRROR TO SEE IF THIS IS TOTALLY ME OR NOT REALLY..


SOMETIMES I THINK THIS AINT HAPPENING..


I GRAB MY BOSE SPEAKER .. WITH MY VOICE I ASKED ..


CAN YOU PLAY ME CAROLEE AND TUESDAY THE LONELIES GIRL  


AS THE PIANO PLAYS ON THE MUSIC I TAKE FEW DEEP BREATHS AND LET IT OUT ... GET MYSELF TOGETHER ... 


GET MYSELF INSIDE THAT WARM SHOWER .. AS I SHOWER SLOWLY HUM THE SONG TO MYSELF ..


LET THE SOUP, SHAMPOO AND CONDITIONER WASH ITSELF OFF MY BEAUTIFUL BODY ...


I REPEAT  THIS SONG AS I OPEN MY SHOWER CURTAINS AND NOTICE THAT MY RESTROOM IS STEAMY AND WARM .. 


AS I DRY MYSELF WITH MY TOWEL .. STARTED TO CHANGE TO MY CLOTHES..


THE STEAM OF MY RESTROOM LEAVES AS IT WAS A GHOST BUT IT WAS FORMING TO A FIGURE MORE LIKE A SHADOW OF A MAN .. 


I KEPT DOING MY OWN BUSINESS LIKE NATURAL MAKE UP ...


SET SOME HAIR CREAM ON MY CURLY WAVY HAIR /.. LET IT CURLED SLOW..


GRABBING MY SCHOOL TOOLS AND COMPUTER I FEEL SOMEONE WATCHING ME EVERY LITTLE THING I DO .. AN I KEPT IGNORING IT CAUSED IS MY MIND..


BUT MY IT WASNT MY MIND IT WAS TRUE .. I FELT SOMEONE TOUCH MY SHOULDER SLOWLY GIVING IT A NICE SQUEEZE .. ALL I DO IS GASPS.. 


THAT WHEN I FELT ANOTHER SQUEEZE I KNEW IT WAS A SIGN.


I LET IT GO ... GRABBED MY IPHONE AND HEADPHONES LEAVE MY ROOM .. TURN ON MY ITUNES ACCOUNT PLAY CAROLEE AND TUESDAY SONGS 


MADE MY WAY OUT OF MY APARTMENT I SHARED WITH MY ROOMMATE ELIZABETH ...


Chapter 10:Back To Reality