Chapter 9: GOODBYE Part 2

AS MY FATHER DRIVE TO OUR NEXT DESTINATION ... WHICH WAS THE CEMENTARY .. I KEPT .. MYSELF STEADY ... I WROTE MY LOVER A LETTER .. I WILL NEED TO READ IT TO EVERYONE ..

I KEPT ANSWERING ANTHONY TEXT HE WAS ANNOYING ME

HEY GEORGIA.. HOW YOU FEELING - ANTHONY

HEY ANTHONY.. IM FEELING BETTER AND YOU

UMMM THATS GOOD I MISS THE OLD YOU THATS WHY I WANT YOU TO SMILE -ANTHONY

WELL BOII TODAY AINT MY DAY ..

I SEE DUHH .. AINT DUMB- ANTHONY

BITCH SOUNDS LIKE YOU ARE ..

ARE YOU MAD- ANTHONY

NOOOO IM JUST DEAD TIRED OKAY

SEE YOU IN THE CEMENTARY - ANTHONY

K CHAUU..

SET MY PHONE IN AIRPLANE MODE..

WE MADE IT ON TO THE CEMENTARY AFTER 30 MINUTES OF DRIVING AS THE WORKERS OF MARCOS SET HIS COFFIN DOWN ON THE EMPTY HOLE THAT IS SET ON IT ....

FATHER MARK COMES TO THE CEMENTARY TO SAY HIS LAST WORDS TO MARCOS .. THEN TOSSED HOLY WATER INTO HIS COFFIN ... SAYING

NOW YOU REST IN PEACE MY CHILD

WE WILL MISS YOU BUT WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU..

LOVE YOU ..

AS FATHER MARK LEAVES OUT OF THE CENTER OF THE ATTTENTION HE STAND NEXT TO MARCOS MOTHER...

MARCOS FATHER GOES AND SPEAK ..

THEN HIS MOTHER..

THEN ANTHONY..

THEN TONY..

THEN HIS GRANDPARENTS..

UNCLES AND AUNTS..

LASTLY ME .. WHAT CAN I SAY I WAS ALREADY A MESS I WAS CRYING LIKE CRAZY TO HEARD BEAUTIFUL THINGS THAT WAS COMING OUT OF EVERYONES MOUTH HOW. MY MAN .. LOVED THEM

TEACH THEM SOMETHING NEW EVERY SINGLE DAY ..

REMEMBERING THE PAST AND PRESENT ..

EVEN SAYING THE FUTURE.. WITH ME ..

WHAT CAN I SAY EVERYONE FROM HIS FAMILY LOVED ME .. I FELT THAT I FIT IN ..

WHEN THEY MENTION MY NAME IN FELT PROUD OF MYSELF..

IT WAS MY TURN TO TALK .. MY FATHER IN LAW CALLED ME IN TO TALK INFRONT OF EVERYONE .. WHICH I TOOK A LAST DEEP BREATH..AND MOVED MY PARALYZED LEGS INFRONT OF EVERYONE JUST SMILES..

I PULLED OUT MY PAPER I HAD FOLDED INTO A SQUARE..

HELLO EVERYONE GOODAFTERNOON OR MORNING .. EVERYONE LAUGHED WITH THAT BEGINNING SENTENCE AND I JUST SMILES..

WELL WE ARE GATHER HERE TODAY TO SAY ONE LAST GOODBYE TO MY DEAREST FUTURE HUSBAND .. HE WAS MY SOULMATE.. FOR YOU GUYS HE MIGHT OF BE YOUR BESTFRIEND.. UNCLE.. NEPHEW.. GRANDCHILD.. AND A GREAT MAN DOING HIS WORK I HAD WATERY EYES WHILE READING THIS LETTER MY VOICE WAS GETTING SHAKE AND I WILL TAKE A DEEP BREATH EVERY SINGLE TIME ..

IM SORRY .. IM JUST EMOTIONAL .. SMILING ..

WHAT CAN I SAW ABOUT MARCOS..

HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND, SOUL MATE, EVEN MY OTHER HALF, EVEN A GOOD LISTENER.. I WAS VERY GRATEFUL TO BE PART OF HIS LIFE AND YOU GUYS ACCEPTED ME PART OF THE FAMILY I AM GRATFUL ... SMILING .. TURN ON OUR FAVORITE MUSIC INFRONT OF EVERYONE ..

I HAD TO PUT MUSIC BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG HE WILL LIKE TO PLAY OVER AN OVER AGAIN SINCE THE DAY WE STARTED DATING.. THIS SONG HE WILL PLAY WHENEVER WE HAD A BAD DAY ... OR EVEN JUST TO CHILL.. HE WILL SING IT TO ME .. EVEN PLAYED IT LOUD IN HIS ROOM..

YOU BY Keaton Henson.

TEARS SLIDED DOWN FROM MY EYES.. TOOK A DEEP BREATH..

DEAREST LOVE... THIS IS YOUR FUTURE BELOVED IT WIFE.. YOU WILL ALWAYS MENTION WHEN WE WERE IN HIGHSCHOOL..

YOU TOLD ME ONCE THAT YOU WANTED TO GET MARRIED WITH ME ... YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WANTED TO GREW OLD WITH ME ...

YOU ONCE TOLD ME THAT YOU WANTED 12 KIDS WITH.. BUT I KEPT THINKING BOI YOU CRAZY YOU THINK I WILL POP THEM ALL AT ONCE I WAS GIGGLING AS EVERYONE ELSE DID.

YOU TOLD ME THAT I WAS BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT.. I DIDN'T NEED TO WEAR MAKE UP TO GO OUT ..

YOU ONCE TOLD ME THAT MONEY ISN'T WORTH IT TO BUY LOVE.. BECAUSE LOVE DOES THERE MAGIC TO FALL IN LOVE TO THAT PERSON YOU THINK HE OR SHE IS WORTH TO LIVE WITTH ..

YOU TOLD ME TO BE MYSELF .. AND NEVER CHANGE ...

THANK YOU BABY TO BE THERE FOR ME .. NO MATTER WHAT .. YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE ONCE AGAIN.. YOU WERE MY FIRST OF EVERYTHING AN I AM GRATEFUL FOR THAT..

YOU TAUGHT ME TO LOVE AGAIN..

YOU TAUGHT ME NEVER TO GIVE ..

YOU TAUGHT ME THAT MONEY IS JUST A NUMBER ... IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW YOU USED IT AS LONG AS IS WISELY USED.. TO MAKE SOMEONE FALL IN LOVE ..

YOU SPOILED ME ALOT BABY .. I WAS GRATEFUL FOR THAT .. YOU LEARNED ABOUT ME .. AND I LEARNED ABOUT YOUR LIFE.. WHICH I AM GRATEFUL THAT I BECAME PART OF IT .. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU .. AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING..

I KNOW YOU TOLD ME THAT ... YOU LOVED ME THE DAY OF THE ACCIDENT .. FOREVER .. LETTING YOU KNOW THAT .. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BABY .. AND NEVER FORGETING YOU.

BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT YOU LEFT ME A BLACK HOLE INSIDE OF ME .. MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO THOUSANDS PIECE .. THE DAY I WOKE UP FROM THE ACCIDENT .. I HURT WHAT HAPPEN AND YOU DIDN'T SURVIVE .. THAT HURT ME ..

I AM BROKEN.. BUT I KNOW TIME WILL HEAL ME .. YOU WILL BE THERE FOR ME.. I WILL MOVE ON WITH LIFE ONCE I HEAL... SO FAR RIGHT I DONT WANT TO HEAL .. BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT HERE WITH ME .. NEXT TO ME ...

I WILL BE CRYING IN YOUR SHOULDER.. YOU GIVING ME ADVICE .. HOW TO SURVIVE... AND JUST LISTENING HOW YOU DO IT ..

THE DAY I WENT O THE MORGUE TO SAY AND SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN .. I PLAYED THIS SONG 15 TIMES.. BABY . BECAUSE I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU DEDICATING IT TO ME ...

ALL KEATONS SONGS ARE MY FAVORITE .. BECAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SHOWED IT TO ME .. AND THANK YOU BABY FOR OPENING MY EYES.. I LOVED IT .. AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU FROM TOP TO BOTTOM WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES.. AND EVEN YOUR TATTOOS YOU WILL HAVE ALL AROUND YOUR BODY ... THANK YOU BABY ...

I WANT YOU TO REST ... DONT WORRY ABOUT ME .. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE WITH YOU OKAY AMOR MIO ..

HOPE TO SEE YOU AMOR MIO..

SINCERELY ..GEORGIA GUZMAN YOUR FUTURE WIFE .. LOVE YOU

AFTER I FINISHED SAYING MY WORDS.. I CRIED ONCE AGAIN .. EVERYONE FROM MARCOS CAME TO ME .. AND HUGGED TOGETHER .. AS A GROUP HUG... WE CRIED ALL TOGETHER

ON THE END OF THE DAY .. THEY SET MARCOS COFFIN DOWN TO THAT EMPTY HOLE..SLOWLY .. EVERYONE TOSSING WHITE ROSES AND RED.. I TOSSED MY LETTER TO HIM .. I LEFT A KISS MARK AND PERFUME SMELL SO HE KNOWS I WAS THERE...

THEY COVERED THAT HOLE WITH DIRT AND CEMENT.. IT WAS SET... EVERYONE TOSSED ANOTHER ROSED INTO THAT HOLE... GAVE HIM REST IN PEACE WORDS..

I WAS THE LAST ONE TO LEAVE MY PARENTS WENT BACK TO THE CAR .. I TOLD THEM I WILL BE THERE IN A FEW .. I JUST STAND INFRONT OF THE HOLE.. SET MY ROSE INFRONT OF HIM STONE HEAD

SAYS

MARCOS ALEJANDRO DE LA VILLANUEVA..

DATE 12/03/1999- 08/28/2020..

ALWAYS BEING REMEMBER ...'

LOVING SON .. LOVED YOUR FAMILY AND FUTURE WIFE GEORGIA...

I JUST SMILED IT HAD THIS PICTURED ENGRAVED...I KISSED HIS HEADSTONE ... WHISPERED TO MYSELF.

AMOR MIO ...LOVE YOU ..FOREVER.. REST IN PEACE...

I JUST WALKED BACK TO MY CAR CRYING ... BUT I KNEW HE WAS IN A GOOD PLACE ... HE WILL BE WATCHING OVER ME...

TO BE CONTINUE...