Chapter 8: GOODBYE

STEPPED OUT OF MY ROOM ... SETTING UP MY PURSE OVER MY SHOULDER. TAKING DEEP BREATH .... THINKING .. DO IT FOR HIM AND YOURSELF ...

I WENT DOWNSTAIRS... TO SEE MY PARENTS STANDING NEXT TO THE MAIN DOOR OF OUR HOUSE,... I WALKED TOWARDS THEM....

HI HONEY ... MY FATHER WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED TALKING TO ME ... HE WAS WEARING A BLACK SUIT ... WITH HIS SQUARE GLASSES..

HI DAD .. I JUST MAKE A SMALL COMMENTT ..

READY BABY MY MOTHER WAS THE LAST ONE TO SPEAK .. ALL I DID WAS NOD.. HEADED OUTSIDE TO OUR SMALL FOCUS BLACK CAR..

I JUST SET MYSELF DOWN ... ON THE BACK SEAT... LET MY PARENTS GO ON THE FRONT THE ONE WHO WAS DRIVING WAS MY FATHER SOO I DIDNT HAVE A PROBLEM ..

I JUST TO LOOK AT THE WINDOW AND SEE .. OUR BLOSSOM TREE GETTING SO BIG AND LETTING ITS SMALL PINK LEAFS FLY AWAY

I JUST FOLLOW WITH MY OWN EYES WHERE ARE THE PETALS GOING TO WHATT DIRECTIONS.. I SEE IT GOES TO MY RIGHT .. NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR.. OR MAYBE NEXT BLOCK..

THEN OTHER PETALS FLYING UP AND DOWN .. OR IN CIRCLES LIKE A ROLLERCOASTER..

LASTLY, PETALS LANDING ON THE GRASS AN JUST STAY THERE TO CHILL..

I DID WATCH AN LEARNED WHAT ACTIVITIES THEY DID ..

I WAS NOT READY TO FACE IT ... BEFORE HEADING TO FUNERAL .. WE STOP AT THE FLORIST TO PICK UP A BOUQUET OF FLOWER ... WHITE ROSES...

AND CONTINUE OUR FAMILY ROADTRIP TO SAINT FAITH CHURCH MOVEMENT.... THE CEMENTARY WAS CALLED..

LA VIRGEN MARIA CEMENTARY....

ON OUR WAY TO THOSE LOCATION ALL I DID WAS WATCH WHAT MOTHER NATURE HAS FOR US TODAY..

I JUST STARE AND KEEP RELAXING MYSELF ... I CLOSE MY EYES TO TAKE A SMALL NAP

I ENTER INTO A DREAM ..

IT WAS THE TIME WHEN HE GAVE ME THE FIRST KISS..

DREAM ..

CLOSE YOUR EYES AMOR MIO MARCOS KEEP TALKING TO ME ... SMILING ..

OKAY OKAY I AM CLOSING THEM .. I DID WHAT THE ASKED ME TO DO ... ALL I COULD FEEL WAS HAPPINESS AND BLUSHING LIKE CRAZY ..

OKAY OKAY RELAX BABY DONT GET SCARE.. HE GETS CLOSE TO ME ... SET HIS SMOOTH WARM BLOSSOM LIPS AGAINST MINE ..

I WAS SHOOKED IN MY HEAD.. IT CANT BE THIS IS OUR 17 DATE FOR THE PAST 5 MONTHS ... IS THIS TRUE I AM GETTING MY FIRST KISS... MARCOS .. KEPT GIVING ME SMALL PECKS ON MY LIPS WHILE ... KEATON HENSON KEPT PLAYING BEHIND US .. WE WERE IN THE BEACH A ROMANTIC DINNER .. THAT HE SUPRISE ME .. WITH ITT ..

I FOLLOWED HIS LIPS .. FIRST THE PECKS .. BUT THEN IT TURNED OUT TO BE THE ACTUAL LIPS AND FOLLOWED HIS RHYTIMS ..

ON TTHE END WHEN WE PULLED ... APART .. I WAS AMAZED THAT I GOT MY FIRST KISS .. HE WAS AN ACTUAL GENTLEMEN .. WAITING FOR ME AN THE RIGHT TIME..

ENDING ..

I WAS AWAKE FROM MY DREAM FROM MY FATHER SHAKE ... ..

BABY WAKE UP WE ARE HERE OKAY ... MY FATHER SPEAKS

OKAY DAD WAKING UP FROM MY GOOD MEMORY NAP ... TO FACE THE RELITY..

I GET DOWN FROM MY CAR TO FACE THE OUTSIDE OF THE CHURCH ..

IT WAS PRETTY ... WHILE I START WALKING TO THE ENTRANCE I STOPPED BY HEARING SOMEONE CALLING MY NAME AN IT WAS ANTHONY ..

TURNED ... LOOKED AT HIM HI ANOTHONY AREN'TTT YOU HEADING INSIDE ..

HE WAS WEARING EVERYTHING BLACK A BODY GUARD...

HE JUST SMILED... YEAH IN A FEW I WAS JUSTT WAITTING FOR YOU

THANKS I WILL BE HEADING INSIDE .. BUT THANK I AM DOING OKAY

I STARTED WALKING INSIDE THE CHURCH EVERYONE WAS STANDING UP ..

ALL I DID WAS FOLLOW MY PARENTS TO FIND OUT OUR SEAT.

MARCOS PARENTS WERE SIGNALLING US ... TO HEAD OVER AN WE DID

GOODMORNING MARIA AND JOSE

GOODMORNING GEORGIA AND ELENA MARTIN

WE GREET EACH OTHER WHEN IT CAME TO ME .. WITH MY PARENTS HUSBAND I LET TMY TEARS RUN DOWN .. WE JUST CRY TOGETHER BEFORE THE ACTUAL PASTOR CAME ...

IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL CHURCH ... AND WHAT THE FATHER WAS SAYING ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND .. ON MY RIGHT SIDE I COULD SEE A PICTURE OF HIM AND I.. IT WAS OUR PROM PICTURE FROM HIGHSCHOOL .. WAS I PROUD THEY PUT THAT PICTURE .. YEAH I FELT IT ..

WHILE HEARING OUR FATHER MARK ... TELLING US HIM BEING OKAY .,. I LET MY TEARS FALL ONCE AGAIN.. I FELT A HAND HOLDING MINE.. IT WAS MY MARCOS MOTHER HOLDING MINE AND HER HUSBAND ON MY LEFT SIDE WAS MY MOTHER HOLDING MINE AND MY FATHER

WHEN THE FUNERAL WAS OVER IN CHURCH .. EVERYONE WHO WORKED FOR MARCOS .. CARRIED HIS COFFIN TO THE BLACK MORGUE CAR .. TO GO TOOUR NEXT LOCATION

TO BE CONTINUED....

NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE GOODBYE..