Flashlight

I stood before the mic and I could feel my heart beating so loud . My hands were shaking and my legs were trembling . My throat felt too dry . I looked at Namjoon and he was showing me good luck signs with the biggest smile on his face . I gulped .

" Hey " I greeted the audience who were mostly critics in their 60s .

"I'm going to sing ' Flashlight by Jessy J '" I said as my eyes wandered among them .I slowly tuned my guitar .

"I chose this song because I wanna do it for a person who exist in my life as my flashlight " I said and looked at Joon . He was gaping at me with plain eyes that held surprise .

~~ When tomorrow comes I'll be on my own

Feeling frightened of The things that I don't know

When tomorrow comes Tomorrow comes Tomorrow comes

And though the road is long I look up to the sky

And in the dark I found,I lost hope that I won't fly

And I sing along, I sing along And I sing along

I got all I need when I got you and I

I look around me, and see a sweet life

I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight

You're getting me, getting me through the night

Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes

Can't lie, it's a sweet life

I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight

You're getting me, getting me through the night

'Cause you're my flashlight

As I reached the end of the song , a drop of tear slid down from my eye . The lights that were blinding me no longer felt like so . My heart was intoxicated with an immense pleasure . Finally , I realized what was that would gave me pleasure . What I wanted the most to last with me till a lifetime . A thread of beautiful memories suffocated my mind .

You're my flashlight ~~

I finished my song and the crowd burst into a round of applause , to be specific , they ended in standing ovation. " Thank you so much " I said as my voice broke and sobs escaped my mouth . I facepalmed myself as happy tears started flowing down my cheeks . "Thank you so much" I said once again barely any sound coming out of my mouth .

"You were so awesome " Joon was jumping like a little child . I ran to him and wrapped my arms around his neck . He was startled and he almost lost his balance because of the sudden unexpected act of mine . I was almost hanging down form his neck because of the height differences between us . He wrapped me his arm around me and lifted me up a little bit so that I don't feel the strain .

"Thank you so much Joonie " I said , my voice brimming with happiness ." Thank you so much " I pulled my face back a bit and kissed his cheek. I could see his cheeks turning a bright red which made me giggle and wrap my hands around him even tighter .

"That's enough thanksgiving" he said putting me down on the floor .

All these years I had a dream but no one was there to make me realize how much I wanted it .Then out of the blue , he was there , to inspire me , to motivate me , to comfort me . When I first met him I didn't knew I wanted him this much in my life . That I was in desperate need for someone like him. But now I don't want someone like him anymore . I want him. Just him. Forever with me, till my last breath . He was everything I wanted and more .I can't even recount any good deeds that I've done to deserve someone like him. Maybe God is repaying me back for what he took away from me .

.......But what if I lose him too ?