Drunk Reprisal

We were alone in the back of the bar. I could only smile as he finally said what was on his mind.

"Y/n "

my name slipping out of his mouth as he stared at me dancing. Against the stranger. I knew he was visualizing himself and the man . Hell, I was visualizing him as the man myself. We weren't supposed to be this attracted to each other. I don't know if the alcohol had actually given me courage or if I had just gotten tired of the elephant being in the room. So I did something about it.

I wanted him to fuck me like there was no tomorrow. I wanted him to leave my body aching for more. I wanted to have a reminder of what he had done to my body afterworlds and I was damn sure gonna get it. The stranger's hand wrapped around me suds sprung me know where only a present comfort because John. His hands were the ones that I had really wanted on me. All this pent up sexual energy for what. There was no one holding me back right now. No past. So I did it I walked up to him grabbed his hand and pulled him outside. I didn't stop until we were in the alleyway.

"Damn it y/n what are you doing"

I smile up at him.

"Fuck " I whispered

I didn't know he would look so pretty being cornered by me. I grabbed his hand

"What your to afraid to do" I entangled his with mine his breath hitching as I brought my other hand to his lips.

" Y/n" He looked into my eyes

"I want you John~ "

"What?"

"I want to touch you, to kiss you "

He stutters " y/n "

" Your- just hurt and plus your drunk you d- "

I interrupted him with a kiss. A kiss that started off gently as I was only giving him a taste.

" Y/n"

"john~ " I whisper softly against him my hands trailing up his chest

He breathes in

I looked into his eyes before he used his other hand to wrap himself around my waist. His hands aching to go lower.

He crashed his lips into mine gently and eager and about toughness intertwine and the taste of cinnamon invades my senses. My body intently leaning into his touch as I feel his hands gripping my ass. I moaned into the kiss and his mouth began to travel from my jaw to my neck.

"john~"

He stops looking back at me.

"If we do this you have to be sure. We can't go back, there will be no my y/n from the past"

"you won't be my friend you'll be my girl". His face is so valuable and honest.

I smiled and I kissed him gently.

"You can have me if that's what you want but you should know I'm quite hard to please "

He smiles cockily

"I'm sure you may think that but that's only because you haven't been properly fucked".

I could only blush at his words

"Once you've to be fucked properly by me "

He bites his lips

"you'll know exactly how good giving in can be".

"What are you waiting for Fuck me than " the word slipping out before I could fill process.

He only smiled in response

I would love to but first, let's head back to your place.

I loved how he had thought about it and although his house was closer to where we were mine had been closer to the company.

We went to his car and drove to my house. The drive although short was nothing less than excruciating. I wanted him to pound me into the seat. I wanted to ride his cock till all he could do was moan my name. Sadly I had to wait and my body couldn't handle it as his eyes still managed to creep up and down my body. I could only imagine what he would do to me. Making my panties get wetter and wetter.

I counted the seconds as we walked up the stairs to the second floor and into my apartment.

I walked into the room sealing hard before turning to face him. My breathing pattern already changing.

" john~ "

His eyes met mine as he focused on my lips. I licked my lips watching as it felt like time stilled. Each step he took brought him closer to me.

" john~ I need you"

His eyes locked on mine as he grabbed my chin and kissed me. Our tounges mingled as I pulled him closer and he backed me Against the door. His hardened length pressing against me.

"Now," he said kissing my neck softly

"Please "I moaned out

I wasn't the type to beg. he knew it but he brought out new sides of me. Even without him touching me.

He only smiled against my lips before parting and looking at me.

"Begging like that won't make me go any faster". He spoke with a smile as I caught my breath.

My voice soft and sensual I say

" Why must you tease me, then pull away as if to make me beg for more."

He smirked his dimples showing as he softly whispers

" I'm not the one teasing you, if anything you tease me with your scent and your soft lips that shine even without gloss." My eyes sparkle as my cheeks turn red and I look away. He then takes his thumb tracing over my lips as his eyes focused on them. He's all I can look at as his thumb finds it's way into my mouth and I gently lick at it before sucking on it.

And realising it with a pop.

He gulped before speaking

"I bet your mouth could do wonders "

"What me to show you what my mouth can really do "

"Yeah, I do but you need to open that door first baby girl"

"Okay, daddy~ "I quickly turned around. Pushing my ass up against him as I opened the door.

The last thing I remember was taking a phony of him sleeping with my markings on him And crashing.

I woke up to my phone buzzing. Apparently, my Bestfriend Neela was on the other side. I quickly shot up and answered her call. Only to miss the last dial and for her to bombard me with text messages.

so you did it

...

you posting it too

...

damn Y/n BF must be pissed

"what I say

putting the phone on speaker to hear her clearly.

" you know the plan to sleep. with one of his friends to make him mad and jealous "

So I was just a joke to you a warm and groggy voice spoke.

I stood shocked as I turned to face him

"what"

"it's not what you think you heard "

so what I was just some sort of revenge Y/N.

"I love you it doesn't make a damn fool to notice,

god, I wish I never introduced you to him. He didn't deserve you. that what I thought I mean I consoled you every time he hurt you nut maybe I was wrong maybe you do deserve him

Wait for john~

No don't john~ me

He started at me with gloss eyes before continuing

You know what y\n I'm done

"Done? "

"Yes I'm done I can't play friends and I refuse to be some fuck toy to you"

John, it isn't like that I spoke

"No it is and you know what I want your body and soul. I wanna be that person that can make you smile with just a look. Fuck I mean I wanna hold when your scared or lonely.

"I wanna fuckin take you to see the world"

"I wanna fucking marry you Someday "

He looked at me, tears dripping down his face. The most honest I've seen him.

"And it fucking sucks cause if you can't give that to me then it is what it is"

My eyes began to water as I tried to process what he was saying.

He quickly turned away and slammed the door. I could hear him rushing to get dressed.

"Fuck" I sighed and the room door opens and closes.

" Of ALL the people to make Y/n BF jealous with I just had to choose his best friend"

"Fuck"