Chapter 16

"Ugh..." My head pounds as I waking up. I look around and notice I was in a room with no windows and it was dim and cold. I stand up from the bed that is place close to a wall and after a moment my head began to spins so hard. I fall back and sits down to relax myself.

"Lucien, you there?" I started to call for his name. I was terrified and I walk slowly towards the only door in the room. I keep on knocking the door and call out his name. "Lucien, Lucien!! Let me out!! Please, let go of me! I am afraid of this! This is not funny okay!"

I was being so reckless and keep on banging the door, hoping that someone will open it. After some time, I started to get tired and I feel so hopeless. I began to regret thing like thinking that Lucien is a good guy but he is not, he is just a freak that keeps me here in a dim dark room with no light at all. I feel so dumb for asking him politely to let me go instead of finding some other way to get out form here.

I stood there and slowly I slide down and lean on the wall. I look up feeling hopeless and regret to come here at the first place. My tears slowly fall down from my eyes and roll down my cheeks. I buried my face with my palm and started to cry. I cry because I miss my home, I miss Ruby warm hugs and encouraging advice. What's making my heartache right now is believing in someone that I almost fall in love that betrays me right now.

Suddenly, I heard the door nob is moving. I look up and sees Lucien is there looking at me with his warm smile. Then he bend down and look straight into my eyes."Why are you crying?" My heart trobs and I grit my teeth. I rise my hand and swing it across his face and scold him with a cold voice,"You bastard. You don't even deserve to ask me anything." I glared at him with a cold expression and I saw his face start to darkening.

Then he turn at me and shoot me with a powerful glare and his eyes seems to burn like a blue fire. He pull me and carry my whole body in his arm. Then he throw me on the bed and says coldly to me,"It seems like you are lacking of discipline. How dare you slap me and glaring at me with your owl eyes..." I was terrified and back off till I feel a wall is pushing against my back. "Bac-back off!" I try to treats him with my eyes but I feel powerless as he glaring back at me.

He slowly approaching me and push me down the bed. He lean closer to my ear as whisper,"What should a bad girl says when she is wrong to the master?" I was so scared and I immediately says,"I am sorry! I will never do it again! Please let go of me,Lucien!"

Lucien looks every satisfied as he saw my trembling body is shaking. "Now that's my good girl." He look at me and lean close to my face. Then he kiss me forcefully and I feel that's his hand is touching my waist. I can't do anything because he is holding both my hands above my head. He hand slowly goes inside my shirt and touch my bare skin. I feel so terrified and I bite his lips.

He breaks the kiss and look at me in disbelieve. He sits on top of me and wipes his lips that's bleeding. I quickly get off from him and wipe my lips. I was breath so hardly then I shout at him,"You jerk!! I hate you, Lucien! Get out from my sight!! I wish I never have meet you in the first place."

Lucien is sitting there wiping his lips and look at me. He looks every angry. Then he clutches his hand and move towards me. He pin me down again and says,"Why?! Why do you have to hurt me with your words everytime?!! Didn't I treat you every well?! And why do you wants to get away from me so much?! Why, why tell me why Fana? " His tears slowly fall down and hits my cheeks.

I was surprised and I replied to him,"Do you know why I want to get away from you so hard?" He looks at me and I says,"Because you are not worthy for my love." As I says those words I feel my heartache because I also love him but I hold back so this things won't go deeper.

He looked so surprised and he seems to be heart broken. Then he let me go and his face is turning pale. Lucien stood up and walk away from me and lock the door. I tidy my shirt and tuck it in my pants. I feel so broken and I cry myself to sleep.