Chapter 18

"Mom, Dad?" I found my 9 years old self is surrounding with darkness, I saw my mom is there under the spot light with my father. They keep on calling my name and my mother seems to be crying. As I try to walk towards them, I feel someone is pulling my leg and I fall down into a dark room. I was terrified and I keep calling out for my parents and Ruby. Then I saw a young boy around the same age with me is calling my name but I can't see his face clearly.

I approach him and asked,"Who are you?" He just keep on calling my name and asked me a lot of question,"Fana,what are we going to eat today?" "Fana, when are we going home?" He asked with a sad voice then he asked again,"Fana,can we ever leave here?" I have a Dejavu feeling when I saw that child as if I have known him for so long."Fana look! My hair, they are changing colour!" The boy's hair suddenly turns into white and I was shocked. "Fana, remember to find me later okay? Here you go! I love you, Fana!" He gave me a small ring carved with my name on it and leave me behind.

"Wait, please wait! Don't go!!" I beg him to stop as he runs as fast as he could and suddenly,*Bang*. The child I.saw who is running in front of me have been shoot with a gun. And I turns my back to see an old lady using a elegant long black sleeves gown with her hair tide back shaping a round bun, looking at me and offer her hand. Then she guides me back to a house and says,"May the future reunites us again, young lady." I asked her,"What about that boy?" She look at me and smile gently. All of a sudden my surrounding turns white and I began to fall and hit the ground.

I woke up and I was so terrified of the nightmare, I began to breath heavily. I feel a warm sensation next to me and saw Lucien is there sleeping next to me holding my hand. I was relief to see him after the nightmare. I slightly brush his hair and smile,"Still the same person I guess....."

Suddenly he groan and slowly open his eyes. As he saw I was awake, he quickly draw off from me. Then he look down and leave me. I rise up my hand wanting to ask him to stay for a while but my voice didn't come out from my throat, as if I was a mute that moment. The sound of the door closes have bring me back to reality.

I slowly bring my hand to my chest and I feel pain in me. I clutches my chest and cry."Why...why...why does it need to end up like this.....I don't even dare to call out your name when I really want...why...just tell me why...." I never feel so despair in my life like today. I wish I never tell him about leaving him and hoping that I could turn back time. I miss the days when we are at the cottage.

Suddenly, I have a lot of flash back with him at the cottage. All those laughter, foods that he made and the warm hug that he gave when I fall asleep in his arm as I read myself to sleep for the past 2 weeks I was there. "I miss them a lot....", I murmured to myself as I wipe my tears away.

*knock knock*

I lift my head up from my arm to see who is knocking the door. I saw a young man with a black hair and a pair of mystical purple eyes looking at me waving his hand at me.

"Yo! Are you okay?" He says to me with a wide smile. Then I saw Lucien is walking towards him and close the door behind him. "How dare you, Lucas!" I never seen Lucien is these angry before. Then that person, turn at him and smirk as if he know that he will be there."It was you who challenge my lady first, Lucien. Oh, I forgot, I should maybe call you Ace... or maybe just an asshole instead. "

Lucien face has darken as if wanted to kill that person right way. I was so clueless of what's going on between them.