Never

The words push

Were never heard,

And hearing pregnant

Is a triggering word.

Contractions never

Gave me pain.

Never getting to hold you

Might just make me go insane.

My water never broke

Except from my eyes.

The way I'm in pain

I can not summarize.

I never heard those cries

After giving birth.

If you were still here

Life would've had worth.

A labour room

Is somewhere I'll never be.

A life as a mommy

Is something I'll never see.

SS