Epsd 20

"How many times do i need to apologize to you Kara?" asked Ava as they arrived the cottage.

"Didn't demand for any apology Ava. I just don't get it. Okay, I think I do but I don't know why I have to still be feeling like you are hooking me up and pushing me away at the same time. Getting me to date any random person." exclaimed Kara ragging.

"That wasn't my intention though. I want you to feel happy. Like the way you used to be before you had to start growing feelings for Me." she mentioned gazing into her eyes softly.

Kara gave the gaze back at her and inside the house she led. Walked on settling at the couch.

"I'm really hoping I can get over the thoughts I have for you Ava. I pray it's just a mere infatuation cause if it isn't. You and I might not be friends anymore."

"Are you serious about this?" asked Ava sitting next to where Kara was.

"I'm very serious. I think staying away from you would be the best decision. A better choice. I don't want to get hurt by the fact that you're dating someone else and not just that. But she is my friend. I don't want to hurt her in the process."

"Okay! Maybe I will go with whatever your choose, maybe I won't stop you. It's my fault in the first place. But do one thing for me. Don't end this. Don't end us. It would be devastating." begged Ava.

"There hasn't been any us. I don't even thing I wanted to be your friend. I wanted you to like me. I tried heard for it to happen but you know what, Martha who didn't make any effort. She just flirted and now, she gets to be around your arms. She gets to kiss you. She gets to love you freely and I get to only fantasize about how it would be if it was me."

"Please don't." asked Ava when Kara insisted.

"No! Let me. I don't want to keep thinking of you. I'm tired of wanting to make love to you. Take a shower with you. I didn't just want to live my father's house Ava. Something I felt when I spent time with you made me make that choice. And I still wonder with hope that maybe you might get back to me and tell me you feel the same as I do. That you would die just for one night making love to me."

"I would! Snapped Ava having Kara quiet." stop it. All of this. Yes. I would die just to make love to you tonight, and tomorrow, and the day after. But I can't. We can't. We can't be making love any sooner. Not with everything going on. Not with my family issues and Dante's Gang. I'm not yet ready to get serious. I'm not ready"

"You can't make Dante an excuse Ava. It's not like he will ever stop with his behavior. "Replied Kara getting closer to Ava. 'Look at me Ava. I'm dying right now. Let's not think about reality. I promised to never kiss you ever again but I will ask you. Rather beg you. Kiss me. Please! Make love to me. Tonight. I won't think of what would be tomorrow. Just now."

They both looked at each other in the eyes for a few minutes then Ava stood from the couch back locking the door carefully then turned back walking to the bedroom.

Kara rose up as well following her in the back.

"Close your eyes.' said Ava as they both got inside the room. "After tonight, tomorrow won't be the same. I will still want to share the same air as what will happen. I would still want to make you mine. I will still have Martha as my girlfriend. Do you want to make this mistake." she detailed.

"If tomorrow happens, and we didn't do this tonight. Would you not think of being with me? Or still have Martha as your girlfriend?" As she ended the statement, Ava was holding on to her hands.

Moving close to where she stood, she got into her back and started kissing around her neck. With her hand through Kara hair. Slowly, they walked next to the bed kissing.

Ava sat down on the bed pulling Kara close and she settled around Ava's thighs with his head drooping back wards. Ava took off Kara's shirt and around she laid her down on the bed Whispering.  

"Keep your eyes closed. Please."

She slowly turned her around moving her hand through Kara's waist and on the dress zip they stopped.  Getting the dress unzipped.  

Kara was a slightly slim lady with small breasts that needed no bra to stay up. Her back skin filled with freckles starting from the end of her neck to the start of her waist.