Let it Go

I was dreaming again, this time I was walking through a Park with my Sister, we were chatting with each other, talking about our life, and our life as kids. We found a bench and sat at it. We continued to Talk and then out of nowhere she asked me:

"When will you come back?"

After a moment of silence I answered, "What do you mean? I'm right here beside you"

"No you're not" She stated while shaking her head, refusing to believe me.

I just stared blankly at her face for a while and told her that I don't know.

"Are you okay? You can tell me if you want to" She insisted.

"No, I'm okay, don't worry about me."

"Don't lie to me, I hate it when you lie"

"I'm not, trust me, i'm fine."

She exasperatedly sighed."Just come back okay, Promise me that."

I stopped momentarily and thought about it carefully. "I promise"

And then, I woke up again.

"You're lucky you woke up before he arrived, otherwise he'll wake you up with a voltage through your head." told by my beloved Interrogator.

I didn't respond to him, I just took a good look on my body to see how much I endured yesterday. There was blood on my knees, staining my pants. I couldn't see it, but I could feel my chest and stomach aching in pain.

It wasn't long before he arrived again, but this time he was with two others. A women with a short black hair, and a tall, bald Guy wearing Glasses. Both were wearing Surgical Gloves and Masks, and they were pushing a trolley containing different Apparatuses and Equipment.

"Good you're awake, you can start already. But before we do, I'd like to Introduce you to two of our Guest. Here is Mister You don't need to know and Miss You don't fucking need to know, all you need to know is that they're passionate about their Job and they do it very well. Unfortunately they're a last resort in case you don't fully Cooperate. Between you and me, I sincerely Hope you do, because I feel bad for these two going all the way here and not Doing anything. So enough talk let's get back to where we left, How do you Operate and who do you work for?"

I didn't respond I just starred blankly at his Face, like I always do. He got Pissed and he slapped me again.

"Don't fucking stare at me! Answer me and tell me what I need to know" He hissed.

But all I did, was stare at him again and it Pissed him more. He Pulled out his Knife, A large Knife he told me that this is my last chance, and once again I just stared at him. It didn't even took five seconds and he stabbed my hand. I screamed loudly as his knife Pierced through my Hand. He asked me Again if I was willing to comply this time, but then again, I just starred at him. He twisted his knife around my Hand and told me If I was willing to this time. All I could do is to keep myself from screaming just to show him I wasn't Phased by what he did. This Pissed him more and he twisted his knife even harder. Seeing I wasn't getting phased by it he stopped and Pulled his knife away from my Hand.

He turned his back on me while I Looked at my hand seeing it bleed like a River. He turned his back for a while and then he looked at me again. He was tilting his head, first left and then right. I guess he came up with a New Solution, he asked if I ever felt I was too much. If I occupied too much space. He then started to walk around me, telling me where I feel I should be lessened by. He then cut my arm and told me if it was there, and then my other arm and then my Back and My Face. He went all around me cutting up every part of my body that he could, while asking me if it was there.

He then went in front of me once again, looking directly at my Face, he then told me that in all his years in the Military, he learned a few things, one of them is knowing what to loose when it is needed. He then told me how everyone in his Platoon feared him, they all thought that he ate one of their Comrades when they got separated from their Platoon. He gave it to me straight, he told me that he didn't, but at that Night he did let go of something and that was his Humanity.

He told me to try it sometimes to let go of something and make my life easier. He called the two guys that he was with and told them to take over.

They asked him if I've eaten lately, he told them That I haven't eaten in days. The woman then went to their trolley and got a 20 inch hose, and also a manual pump. The guy took a Gallon of what I presume is water. The Lieutenant then went on my back and clipped my Nose. I knew what they are going to do, they're going to force feed me water. I tried not to open my mouth, to escape the Horror I'm about to face. But there was no escaping this one, despite my best effort, I opened my mouth. They didn't waste anytime as soon as I did, they put a gag on my mouth and started to prepare the Pump and the Gallon they'll use. Before they Pump a Gallon on my stomach, the Lieutenant talked to me First:

"You can avoid these if you want, cause I promise you, this isn't gonna be pretty. Just give us your word that you'll tell us what we want and I promise you, you'll be dining a five star dish by Tomorrow."

Once again, I just stared at him and by that he knew, that my answer is no. He then told the two, to put the hose on my mouth, he then went behind me and tilted my head to the back.He also hold my head tightly to avoid me shaking and turning my head too much. They then started the Pump, and slowly, thanks to the clearness of the Hose. I could see little by little the Water coming inside my Body. I just sat still and not even finch as I could feel water going inside my body. The Lieutenant then went besides me, bended his knees a little and told me:

"Do you feel that? That's fear. The single and most effective way to make somebody do what you want to do. It's within us, you can try and hide it, but no matter what you do. It's always gonna be there" said the Lieutenant.

I tried to stay still, but my body was getting Pumped by Water by the Minute. It was just something I couldn't do. The Lieutenant Hold my head tighter just to make sure I get every ounce of it. I could feel myself vomiting but it was no use, it will just come back my stomach again. My body was beginning to get full of it, and I just Couldn't take it. I started shaking even more aggressive at this Point,doing something just so all the water wouldn't get in. A few seconds passed and I could feel my body drowning. I stopped moving and just a few seconds later the Lieutenant Ordered to stop. He removed the Hose, and I coughed and coughed letting some of the water out of my Body.

"That was fun wasn't it? Too bad it had to stop. So after all that are you willing to cooperate?" he said as he directly looked at me with a sinister smile, while his head is slowly tilting.

I paused for a while, trying to catch my breath, as soon as I was okay, I looked at him and made sure that he'll get my Answer, which is no.

"You are a Stubborn son of a bitch aren't you? Okay, tell me why are you really doing this, huh? All of this and for what? You're petty little resistance? Your family? or whatever the fuck it is, it doesn't matter right now. If your precious resistance really cares about you, they would be here right now rescuing you. I heard you have Eyes and Ears everywhere, but so far you don't have any here. Forget about them, they don't matter and they don't matter to you. To them you're just another dead soldier" he said as he smiled and chuckled right at my Face.

My body was filling with rage, I wanted to kill him so Bad, shoot him or strangle him to death, it doesn't even matter. But I have to control myself and not show it, otherwise it'll be a sign of weakness for him.

Since I was "stubborn" he ordered them to do it again and this time to do it faster. They insisted and told him that could kill me. He then went in front of the man and told him to obey his order. They guy spoke back to him and told him that he doesn't work for him, but rather, he works with him. The Lieutenant went closer and looked him straight in the eye. He told him once again to do what he told him to do. Before he could respond, my beloved Interrogator spoke:

"Mister William, our Objective here is to get information and not kill him. If you kill him, we'll lose our only lead against the Resistance." He said.

"How about you shut fuck up and let me do my Job!", replied by the Lieutenant.

"Lieutenant, you seem to forget that I'm the one who is still in charge here, whatever I say you do, and what I say you don't, you don't."

"I don't care who the fuck you think you are, I play by my own rules, because whenever I do, I get what I want."

"Tell me, do you like being a Lieutenant? Base on how you act I guess you do. So I guess it will be lose, if I say you were, Demoted."

He stopped moving and stood still looking directly at the direction of the voice.

"Bitch you wouldn't dare"

"Oh would I? I have to Power to do that Lieutenant I could just dial thru this Phone right now and that will be it, or you could just follow my Orders and shut the fuck up"

He stood dead still, staring directly at something I couldn't see, he did that for a Good Minute and then he turned towards me.

"You heard the Boss, I can't Play rough, too bad I was really looking forward to this. We'll do this another time I've lost all energy to torture you"

He told the the other two to leave and pack up. They removed the Gag and the hose and put it back into their trolley. The Lieutenant then went to me and proceeded to talk to me in a really soft and quiet voice:

"You're real lucky someone else is watching us, other than that and it will be happy hour" He then put both his hands on my shoulder, assuring me of something.

"Trust me it won't be long before he's out of the Picture and I have you all to myself" he then slapped my Head as he leaves the room. The Interrogator told the two guys he was with to patch up my Hand, before they left and so they did. After that they left me, and once again I am all alone with my Beloved Interrogator

I'm wet, cold and tired, I didn't know how much time passed but it wasn't long and I still had Plenty of hours to Spend.