The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama

The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama

When I got from KZN I also thought that I've found my peace. I thought I was also gone be like all other teenagers. I though I was also gone be happy. Make Jokes! Laugh alot! And just smile.

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Well this is the Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama and there is no peace at all! I was asked by one of the ladies that umakhosi mentioned. Remember those ladies who lived where I live. The ones the went to 'iyangeni yomsotho' to destroy me. I mean umakhosi said that he was the most powerful one they could get. I swear he is powerful I mean he made my life and soul do what ever he wished for. He was indeed strong. I mean all the way from the boarders!

It was late in the afternoon I was walking home alone from school. She was outside. She saw me walking in a very strange way. Well not knowing anything . She asked what happened I told her everything in tears. I knew nothing. She told me to go to church that I live near by so that they can pray for my "back" . It was painful. Because she was an adult I said 'yes' than went home put my books than went to church...

She was still standing outside! I went with a sore back and tears on my face. I got to the church and stood by the gate. My heart didn't allow me to enter. Something told me not to enter. There were people inside singing and praying but my heart told not to enter. I stood there for 15 minutes just so that she thinks I really went In. Than I went back home she was still standing outside. She asked weather am I okey. I told her "yes " lying in pain and went back home.

Weeks later after getting those nightmares. I couldn't sleep I mean I couldn't close my eyes. I made sure I would sleep during the day so that at night am awake I was scared that lady in black would come. I lived the opposite of your life!

After the nightmare that morning I was home alone. I was soo scared to even wake up on my own bed. I texted one of the ladies that "umakhosi mentioned" I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING. I told her everything and she told me that she will take me to her church so that I can get a prayer from the pastor. I told her I was scared. She was at her house alone also if am not mistaken. I mean she lived few houses away. She could have come to cheak me. I though she would come.

After talking to her I was brave enough to stand up and go to the kitchen and make some food. I prayed all my way to the kitchen. I opened the curtains i saw her standing by the street staring at my house. I I though she would come in. No she went up and down up and down up and down. I felt like she was praying. What was she doing?!......

The other lady was just infront of our nose. Right here. With the family knowing about the 2 ladies we were careful and we prayed everyday. My parents are traditional based parents so they told me not confront any of the ladies bacause it might not it be them and that could lead to 'intlawulo yekhomo' just to clean the person's name. I knew they did that just to avoid drama.

My mom was watering the grass outside late on the afternoon. She said when she went to close the tap and one of the ladies acted quite strange. She quickly ran back to her direction from where she came from. What I mean is when she saw my mom coming her direction she kinda jumped and went back to where she came from. With out noticing my mom actually saw her. STEP 1 of what "umakhosi" mentioned on how we would see the guilty ones.

I told my mom that there was something in her house. I mean where we live. There is sill something wrong....That lady asked me every morning when I went out to water my mother's tress and grass weather have I found school meaning varsity. Her daughter had completed matric 4 years ago. She would always every morning ask me that question and I would tell her "no" just to feed her soul with laughter and happiness. After saying that she would sweep her yard and smile.

Me going to school which I won't mention the name was a secret. We made sure at home nobody knew. I told no one. I was happy that am moving out from hell. I mean I never thought I would call my own home hell. But I hate that place!,There is something wrong with it.....otherwise I was happy for "Res" life

Being called a student!!!....

5 weeks later at school forgetting about everything people from where I live not knowing were I went. I was happy they couldn't find me. But as said with The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama happiness doesn't last forever. You won't believe who I saw at the campus!! After 5 weeks of hiding you won't believe who I saw......

To be continued....