The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama

The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama

Up and down she went up and down, up and down up and down. What was she doing?! I though maybe she was gone enter but she didn't. Instead she returned back to her house but she kept on looking back at my house. Well being home alone I went back to sleep after having my breakfast. A few minutes I got a massage from her again telling me to go to the twins house. "Remember the twins in chapter 1" The twins that lived in the same street as me. She told I can't be alone at home in that state....

Well being Samkelisiwe Nzama again I said "yes I would go"but I didn't. It was just so crazy how she would tell me things and my heart wouldnt listen. I slept throughout the day. Later in the afternoon my mother came back home. She found me sleeping and waked me up. I told her everything about the dream and the "lady in black I fought with while sleeping" I was in tears.

In a few hours the lady pitched up at my house when my mom was home. It was late around 8 at night. I asked myself why didn't she came early in the morning when I told her about the dream?! She came in and sat down. She told my mom that I've told her about the dream.My mom was a calm person. Humble soul ever.

The lady told us to pray. She told my mom to read the Bible. She told us to fight and never let the devil win in this case. BUT she kept on asking weather did I see the face of the lady in black I was fighting with. I told her no. She asked again I said no. She asked again I told her no. I only saw her clothes and the hair. I couldn't see her face!I wanted to her face... Why was she concerned about the face?!...

She stood up from the chair and started praying so hard that she had sweat all over the body. She prayed harder that the neighbors even heard her. She talked to that lady as if she was human . She told her she is not afraid of her. I thought to my self how can you not be afraid of someone you don't know. I mean we talking about the lady in "black" that I had fight with... Chapter 1.......

People from where Iived knew nothing about where I was. It was only me and my parents no one else. But mom kept on updating me that alot of them were asking. Some of them were told that I was in Kwa Zulu Natal and am taking a gap year from studying. That would make them super happy. Some thought I was some where at home cooking and cleaning my heart off and not studying. I mean we told them what they wanted to hear. And that made them relax. On the other side am at school studying my heart off. I made sure no one knew where I am. I was under cover!

Weeks went by and am still adapting to the varsity life and all that. I remember it was a Thursday afternoon I was walking from the computer lab to the next lecture class. I didn't believe who I saw! After 5 weeks of being under cover. I saw one of the daughter, of the women that was "described" by umakhosi. The one with the dark completion. The one that would ask my every morning when she swept her yard that I've found school yet and I would tell her "no" than she would smile her heart off! I saw her daughter. I mean her daughter completed matric 5 years ago.

My heart felt like stopping right on point. But I didn't want to show my friend that. I prayed silently while walking to her. I mean there was no way I could hide. She saw me. I came smiled at her and asked her how she was doing. Being all fake and praying sliently. she asked me what course am doing I told her, I was still praying in slient. I knew she was gone tell her mom. Now there were gone start again with me.When we were done talking. I left slowly walking to class and asking myself. But God why?! I thought we were done. I kept shut I didnt tell my parents bacause they were gone start stressing yet again.

I went back to my old life again. I prayed everyday. That weekend my back started again. I asked my roommate to go buy me some pando. I kept quite I didn't want to tell my parents. I didn't want to stress them again. And I was like to myself that girl told her mom about me.I woke up the next morning my back was still sore. I mean now I was sick in public. With people from different places. One of the house mates we lived with there told me my sickness are strange. I knew they were gone judge me!

Being sick through out the weekend I kept on praying and took some medicine. Sunday morning I wake and hands were swollen. I couldn't bend them. I couldn't write and I had to prepare for the next morning. I asked for some needle to help myself out of this problem. It didn't help that much. Well my roommate had to do everything for me. I kept quite and told no parents.

I woke the next day I had Law class , I couldn't miss the class so I woke up and went school. I told no one about the daughter of the ladies I saw. I kept shut! I didn't write at all that day at school I was there to listen. I couldn't even hold a spoon to eat properly. I was In pain.But I kept shut!

Yet again I asked God what did I do this time again. I thought it was over!Well this is the Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama and nothing good tends to last.

When I recall properly, I mean I know what i saw! The lady in black with the bushy hair, looked like the daughter of one the the ladies I saw at school. Her legs seemed exactly like the ones of the lady I fought with in my dreams . I remember I kicked the lady in between her legs and that daughter and the lady in black. I swear to God the legs looked very similar....

Be careful who prayers for you! Be careful of people who you surround yourself with! Your enemies are are infront of you. They hug, laugh and cry with you everyday. Don't point far they are next to you.Never trust anyone! Believe but don't trust. What am saying is your enemies are people you known by and name and surname. I am Samkelisiwe Nzama and am talking from experience. Be careful. Never trust!

With this I greet the house of the lord beloved

to be continued... (Amadlozi are giving you an option on weather you go under the water ukuyo twasa or you becomes a prophet?!* Une dlozi *....