The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama

I used to address the Maduwa guy as my BunnyBear. He was such a great motivational person. He used to encourage me not to give up! He believed in me too for a male would! He respected me in a whole heart felt way. I adored Him.I once told me that" success has no age limit ". He was very smart I must say,talked like a professional. I just loved him alot I must say.

I would get" Thank you and keep working hard ❤️☺️"type of massages from him." I still love you a lot😞♥️. But boys would always be boys. As said books before boys. My heart would fall for everything he would say but my brain refusesed to accept it! My brain though maybe he is manipulating me.

So this is how I meet the Maduwa guy :

It's was 2017 the last week of July. We actually meet at a maths and science Saterday classes. I didn't really pay attention to him but, I mean he just just too handsome! I let that go and I told myself that am here to learn and I literally forgot about the guy.

Days went by Samkelisiwe Nzama was kinda falling for the Maduwa guy and tried by all means to control the amount of love pressure she contained within her heart. Weeks went by and I remembered this other Saterday we had maths class. He always sat at the back of me, in class. I dropped my ruler accidentally and he picked it up. I could feel him touch me from the back and when I turned around it was him. Handing my ruler to me. My heart left the left.

Weeks and days and almost a year went by. I didn't not confess anything to the Maduwa guy. My friends on telling me that he likes me, but it was just too difficult for me to believe it. Because the Maduwa guy was just to heavenly handsome. God sent!

I kept the feelings to myself and told no one. Including him and my friends. It was the secret I kept to myself.