The Journey Of Samkelisiwe Nzama

December 2018, was at my home town Kwa - Zulu Natal. Inanda where am rooted. I was at my dad's older brother house. I got a text From him and it said "Do you know that a lot of people happiness starts with the letter" H" and I would like mine to start with you. I kept like jumping to the roof top and screaming. The excitement was overloaded. I was on cloud nine.

As from there we continued with what we had. Which is really difficult for me to name it. But we all he refused to give up on us. We still in contact even now. I would ask myself that. What did this guy see in me. I mean I told him the most painful heart felt words one could ever say to a person but he kept it alive.

He would tell me how much loved me know and than. But it seemed like he would only give me the words and not actions.

There were days were i felt like throwing a stone at him. A lot of stones, he just made so angry! So much angry. But my heart refusesed for me to leave him. We just couldn't separate and we tired by all means to help do so but nature didn't allow us.

A Lot of my friends this side would call him my husband as we were just unable to separate. At first I would question that every time. But It became a routine. I was adressed as "Sihle's Wife". I onced told him that what if what we had is destiny " and he told me that if it is than he won't stand on its way. I just loved the Maduwa guy.

We shared out dreams everything the hard thing about this was that the communication ran over the phone only. We discussed everything over the phone. We argued alot alot but we just refused to drift apart.