Chapter 9

Its as if time is dragging today,the classes that I have been have been so boring and am so tired of fantasing of things I don't know,right now am just staring at my commerce proffesor seeing how bold his head is and his large grey beard,I wonder how he sits down and combs it or washes it, "Miss Mendes would you like to answer the question?" The stupid proffesor snaps me out of my thoughts and I see everyone look at my direction.Just great am the centre of attraction, "no I don't have an answer" I tell him huffing on my chair, "you should pay attetion next time Mendes" he says sternly and I just nod my head cursing under my breath, "I heard that Mendes" he says going back to what he was projecting."Wow perfect hearing" I mutter lowly but unfortunately this teacher has good hearing,couldn't I just bit my tongue now am in trouble, "see after class Miss Mendes" he tells me sternly and I feel the urge to roll my eyes at him,foolish mouth.

I get out from that awful class and head straight home,that teacher couldn't just let this go now I have to extend my classes next week because of him.I think I need a run to fresh up my day,it has been terribly dragging and when its almost done the proffesor embrasses me.I go to my room and change into a nike short,my sports bra and the new sports shoes that my mom sent me from Dubai."Hey are you going out?" Cam asks coming from the university atlast she bought her car.

"Um yeah am going for a quick run,wanna join me?" I ask taking my wireless earphones, "nope am too tired,don't be late" she says heading to her room, "okey mom" I shout to her and she glares at me making me laugh.I connect the earphones to the music and head out to find the sky cloudy,I better hurry before it rains.

I run for a while passing people who are jogging as well,I feel droplets fall on my cheeks and I look up to see small droplets of rain,I continue running the small droplets refreshing me and I wonder back when I was a child,how I used to run out of the house when I see its raining.Memories of how my father used to chase me and scold me for running in the rain or getting a cold from what I was doing but he left me,he left us without even a word.

'BEEP! BEEP!'

What on earth is making that noise,I look behind and find a car that is speed up and trying to stop,I put my hands infront as if it will stop and before I know it am being thrown to the ground and,my head hits the ground so hard.I see stars flooding my version and all of a sudden everything goes darkens.

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I am being woken up by the blinding lights and they are hurting my eyes,I groan from the pain in my head and flatter my eyes open.My eyes wonder to the room am in and I notice its not my room,the bed is over rated comfortable and too big for my original bed and the decoration here is so not my room.I sit up a groan leaving my lips and I hold my head finding it bandaged thats when I recall the accident I had but aren't I supposed to be in a hospital because this is not even close of being a hospital.

I hear the door being opened and I look immediately to the direction the door is being opened,fog comes out from the bathroom and I see my boss.Oh shit am in my boss' room what is going on here?I watch him dry his hair with towel some droplets falling down and my eyes unconciously roams to his bare mascular chest,gosh his rediculously sexy with the muscles his putting a show for me and his tattoe that I can't see clearly,damn these eyes for being short sighted.

My eyes follow a beads of water that are flowing down his torso,his towel is hunged dangerously low that it even shows the lining of his hair that goes below,I wonder what is behind that towel, "I see you're awake" he says and I immediately look away feeling embarassed for checking out my boss,he goes to the closet I think to wear something,how disappointing that I won't see more of him.

I look around to see the side of the bed wrinkled,I wonder if I slept up to there.I remember having sports wear and am sure they were wet from the rain but why am I not feeling cold or wet.I look under the comforters and find myself wearing a shirt,his shirt, then I feel my nipples harden from the cold.Oh my god did he remove my clothes?

He comes out with a sweatpant only and my eyes once again roam his chest and I curse myself for checking him out when I have a boyfriend who apparently is his cousin.He sits down on the coach near the bed and applies some jam on the toasted bread,his acting as if no one is in the bed next to him.I clear my throat softly and he looks at me, "um what happened? Why am I here?" I ask him and he smirks.

His breathtaking even with a single change he does, "you had an accident and I took you to my penthouse because apperently I don't know where you live" he explains and pours some tea in a cup, "but aren't you supposed to take me to the hospital?" I ask him and he comes to sit near me at the bed carrying the breakfast he was preparing, "don't worry,its just a minor injury but to make you more comfortable I called a doctor" he says and offers me the plate,I hesitately take it from him and thank him.

"Um who changed my clothes?" I ask him and he gives me the tea,I take it even though I won't drink it, "me,I wouldn't have left you with wet clothes would I?" He questions and my eyes go wide feeling as if they would bulge out,I squirm a little feeling so embrassed of thinking of the way he changed my unconcious body,I shake my head trying to remove the dirty thought of his hands on my body and ask him a question that I have been itching to ask, "urgh where did you sleep?" I ask him and he point next to me,my heart beats faster thinking of how we slept in the same bed me being practically naked and how he changed my wet clothes.Oh gosh he saw me naked,is Jax going to forgive me?

"Why are you shocked? I think the bed is big enough for even three people" he says and I toss the toast to my mouth not wanting to talk rudely,I look at the place once again wanting to look away from him.I feel his hand on my lips and I look at him shocked as he removes his hand faster, "you had some of the breadcrumbs at the corner of the lips" he mutters and I wipe myself incase if there was any left.

He wakes up from the bed and goes back to the closet coming back with a sweatpant,I look at him confused and he places it at the edge of the bed, "you can wear this when your done" he says and I nod my head as he leaves the room.When am done with the breakfast,I take some water to wash down the crumbs.I walk slowly to the bathroom and look for mouthwash,I hate when my mouth smells.

After am done rinsing my mouth,I head back to the room and wear the sweatpant he has offered and find out it doesn't even fit me in the slightest,I pull the string to the end and find it still falling,just great what will I do now? I head downstairs admiring how this place is decorated,this man definetly has taste.I find him in the living room using his phone.

"Can we go now?" He asks and I shake my head no checking out the dragon tattoe that is going from his lower abdomen to his back, "the pants you gave me are too big and they are falling" I explain snapping back from my drooling,gosh I want to run my finger through every line. He looks at me seeing am holding the pants from the waist and how long it is, "I don't see it falling" he says innocently and I look at him in shock, "its not falling because am holding it like this,if not it will fall" I snap at him demonstrating how it falls and thats when I notice how foolish I am.

I lift the pants hurredily and look at him finding him grinning like a miniac,thats it I have been nothing but nice to him because he is my boss and am fed up, "you did this on purpose" I bark at him angryly and he stands up casually,I stomp my foot angryly and make my way to him ready to scold him but due to my anger I forgot about the sweatpant and it makes me to trip on them making me to fall on him,him losing balance too we fall down on the floor,I thought he was strong with all the muscles he has.

I throw my hair behind my shoulder and look at him angryly and thats when I notice the position we are in,my hands on his tan chest and one of his arm on my small back.I look at his blue orbs and see how beautiful they are,lost in the moment I don't notice him locking some of hair behind my ear and brushing my cheeks sending chills down my spine.He moves closer looking at my lips then captures them without wasting a second,I stay shocked for a second before I return it and I feel bubbles erupt in my stomach and my body coming alive like never before.

His soft lips move with my mine slowly has his tongue licking my lower lip and I open my mouth for him to slid his tongue.He caresses my tongue slowly his hand moving to my hair pushing me closer to him as he deepens the kiss.My hands unconciously move to his hair feeling it wet from the shower he recently had and he pulls my lower lip with his teeth making a moarn escape my lips.

We break from the kiss his hand caressing my ass while breathing heavily and thats when it registers I just kissed my boss,my boyfriend's cousin.Oh no does it mean I have cheated on Jax? Will he forgive me? Why on earth did I even kiss back my boss? I jump up from him still in shock of what happened and pull the sweatpants up, "this should have never happened" I mutter tagging my hair my cheeks still pink from the kiss, "Shit.I don't know what I was thinking" he mutters pissed and I restrain myself from looking at him, "I have to go,I will manage with the pants you have given me" I tell him ready to go but he stops me,I look at him confused. "Wait I will take you" he offers and I immediately deny it, "no thanks I will just be fine."

"Let me take you,your in no condition to be left alone" he says sternly and I know if I refuse he will just force me, "let me go and put on my shirt" he says and disappears going upstairs, I just seat on the couch feeling a little light headed.How did all of this happen? How could I be so foolish to kiss my boss?Jax will never forgive me because even I'm confused to why I gave into the kiss and even enjoyed it.I touch my swollen lips and remember how his lips where on mine,no I have to forget because things will just get worse.

He comes down with a shirt that hugs his mucles so much that it would make any other girl in my presence drool over him but right now I can't think of that.We head to his black suv and I notice three more cars parked here all shouting its from millions of dollars.I enter his car and give him the address then face the window to ignore his existance and I notice its one hour from my apartment,just great I have to stay with him for a whole hour in an enclosed place.

We find traffic on the highway and I just start playing with my finger staying in this uncomfortable silence, "if I may ask, why were you running yesterday in the rain?" He asks breaking the silence and I take a deep breath and look once again outside, "I just wanted to" I answer shortly and he sighs, "look about the kiss we had-" he says and I cut him off, "it was nothing but a small kiss nothing more.It was just a silly mistake we made" I tell him looking at him this time,he looks at me for a moment and nods, "yeah just a mistake" he repeats and we stay in silence for the rest of the drive.

We arrive at the building where my apertment is and I see Cam and Jax at the entrance talking to each other as if they are arguing.I get out from the car my boss following my lead and Cam immediately notices me and runs my way, "Kater your okey,I was really worried about you" she says faster and hugs me, "what happened to you?" She question looking at the bandage on my head and before I could answer Jax talks, "and why are you with my cousin?" He asks sternly and I roll my eyes this is no time to be jelous, what will happen if he knew we kissed?

"Well I had a little accident and he help me" I explain and Cam hugs me again, "you don't know how worried I was.I càlled you continuously but you never picked up" She says and I mutter a sorry. "Okey enough of the huggings she needs to rest" Jax says taking me to his arms and hugging me, "am happy your okey" he murmers and I hear a throat being cleared, "the doctor said she needs to take these medication to releave her pain" my boss explains and Jax takes them,I turn to him to look at him better, "thank you for taking care of me" I thank him and he nods.

Jax leads me to my apartment leaving Cam to talk with my boss.Jax helps me on bed carefuly and sits next to me, "why are you here?" I ask him confused and he pulls up the comforters for me. "I came to visit you and thats when I found out you never spent the night here,I was so worried about you sweetheart" he says and gives me a kiss.He leans closer trying to deepen the kiss but the image of me kissing my boss creeps in mind,I stop him midway and he looks at me confused, "whats wrong?" He asks and I just shake my head.

"I just feel a little light headed thats all" I tell him giving him a small smile and he brushes my cheeks, "its okey get some rest,I have to go somewhere,I will see you later" he says kissing my forehead and for some reason I feel bad that he is showing all of this tenderness when I just kissed his cousin a few hours ago.He leaves shortly and I stay in bed thinking of how I just messed up my life in just one day.

I see Cam come in with a bowl of soup and I look at her surprised,she doesn't know how to cook, "I made soup, don't be surprised this is one of the things I know how to cook" she defends herself and I just chuckle.She puts it on my lap and I take the spoon sipping it, "mmh its delicious" I compliment her and she smiles proudly."Oh your hot boss said you can take the week off so you can rest" she informs me and I just nod.

I stir the soup with the spoon my mind elsewhere. "Is something wrong?" She asks me noticing my discomfort,I put the bowl on my nightstand and lean my back to my headboard, "Cam I have messed up everything" I tell her and she looks at me confused, "whats wrong?" She asks confused I look at her sadly and leave out a long sigh, "I kissed with my boss,Cam" I tell her faster and she looks at me surprised, "you did what?" She asks again and I lean my head on my arms embarassed.

"I kissed him Cam,it all happened so fast and he kissed me" I rumble faster, "wait, wait who kissed who first?" She asks and I sigh, "my boss Cam,my boss kissed me and I didn't push him away and it doesn't matter who kissed the first one all I know is that I have cheated on Jax.Am a terrible person" I tell her feeling my throat starting to tighten.

"No don't say that,its not your fault" she says taking my hands and I blink away the tears forming in my eyes, "how can you say that when...when...I made out with my boss" I tell her feeling my throat tighten more, "Kater it was just a kiss wasn't it?" She asks and I nod immediately, "ofcourse Cam it was only a kiss nothing else" I say faster and she eyes me closely, "then why are worrying if it was nothing more than a kiss,it would have mattered if you felt things when you kissed him but you didn't" she states and I know she is right but I felt things which have never felt before even wuth Jax I never felt that way.

"What about Jax? Is he going to forgive me?" I ask her and she sighs "its not a must you tell him it was just a simple kiss nothing else plus you don't want to make the two cousins rivals" she pionts out and I nod she always has the right options, "now finish your soup and rest" she says giving me the soup and I continue taking it but something just keep ringing in my mind,was it just a kiss for him?