Chapter 30

"Where are you going? Kater. I'm not done talking to you" I could feel his seething rage intensified. "What do you want?" I don't know where I'm going but I didn't care.I just want to get away from him. "I asked you why you agreed to have dinner with him?" He seethes and I keep walking not caring if his following me behind, "why do you care?" I said like a petulant chlid.

"I forbide you to go out with him!" He spoke up angrily. "What? You have no right to tell me what to do! I can do whatever I want!" I said haughtily. Where is this vineyard going anyway? I think am already lost.He stopped me and spin me around. "You're mine.Kater! If I say you will not go out with him then you won't!" I feel like crying,why is he doing this to me? Why is he telling me this when he himself is having fun with whoever he wants.

"Are you serious Quinn? You don't own me! You can't just dictacte every decision I make" I am frustrated and hurt.I can't cry infront of him not when his the reasons for those tears,fuck and how I tried so much not to get this feelings again but this time its much stronger, much different than when I was with Jax.I push him and walk away,he can't be serious he was just flirting with another woman infront of me.

"Kater!"

He calls out angrily but I keep on walking, "Quinn just go back and enjoy yourself with those guests of yours because your pissing the hell out of me" I say starbbornly, "what you mean, my cousins?" He asks causing me to halt. "What? What cousins?" I ask perplexed a little.

"Some of the visitors were already staying for a few days now,our cousin Felicia was also one of the guests" he explain and I look at him, "Cousin? I didn't know you have a cousin here" I say confused but brush it off striding away. "I told you my mother is half italian,she's a cousin from my mother's side.I would have introduced you but you were too busy"

"And you weren't?" I question pissed as to why his interrogating me, "what? I wasn't flirting with anyone!" I stop under the shade of the big olive tree. "You were flirting with that...that blonde woman!" I shout angrily taking enough of his bullshit. "What blonde woman?" He shouted back and I hump crossing my arms on my chest. "Now you're pretending like you don't know her? She was practically sitting on your lap! And don't shout at me you brute!"

"No one was sitting on my lap and stop shouting at me too" he has a point about shouting but to hell with him, "Oh! So what was that I was seeing? Am I just hallucinating then?" I yelled sarcastically. "If you're talking about that woman who was annoying as hell then you're wrong! I wasn't flirting with her.I didn't even know she was was that close to me! I was busy looking at you and that critter! Why would I even flirt with someone when you're here?"

"Oh, so you would flirt if I'm not here then?" What am I even talking about,I should have already stormed out of here instead of acting clichè. "What? No! Of course,I won't. Why would I do that if I have you!" I halted from my pacing and turned to him,I was panting and angry.

"You on the other hand,was holding his hand"

"What? I wasn't holding his hand! He was just doing palm-reading" am not lying he was doing that but I don't care what he thinks. "Ha! Now he's a fortune-teller? Let me guess" now he's the one pacing around like a mad man, "he told you you'll find the love of your life at that party." He pointed to the house where the picnic is still going on.I didn't respond because he was right. "What else did he say? That the love of your life is rich? What else? That he's italian? What? Did he tell you his height and hair colour too? Six feet tall and blonde hair? He's literally describing himself! He's basically playing with you,he's a womanizer and is using that stupid strategy to lure you.Don't be so naive!" His fuming and his face is red in anger.Anyone who can pass by us will obviously scurry away.

"Well am not! And don't judge people so quickly,you don't know how he's like. If his the love of my life so what? It won't make a difference to you,you'll probably find another better fuck and forget about me" I feel like I can cry any time now,his making me so damn weak and vulnerable.

He stands closer to me, "thats where you are wrong. You...are...mine!" He spits out each word angrily. "And this..." he cups my pussy under my dress "...is mine tigru" he then kissed me deeply and hungrily.I whimpered from his touch,he stared into my eyes and used his other hand to caress my face. "You're mine all mine,Kater" he kissed me again torridly but I push him away.I can't take this any longer,its breaking me from the inside knowing am the only one who has feelings between the two of us. I can't take it not now,not when he sees me just has a good fuck,its much better we break this off rather than getting so deep that I won't be able to get out in the end.

"No Quinn,I can't do this much longer.I just can't" I say looking away from him closing tightly my eyes so that my tears can't escape. "I..I thought I will be able to handle this but I just can't not when I know am the only one" I feel my voice starting to crack and a lump in my throat. "What are you talking about? What is it you can't handle?" He pleas and I chuckle a little knowing am going crazy a little.

"This. Us" I say pointing between the two of us, "I just can't continue what we are having,its breaking me Quinn.Its breaking me to pieces" I say letting a tear fall and he looks at me as if he's hurt.I brush the tear angrily ready to get out of here but he grabs my elbow before I can leave, "what did I do wrong?" He questions making me to laugh,he think its him, oh gosh how his wrong. "You? Oh you never did anything its me who has the problem,its me who is the problem" I say shaking my head. "What do you mean that your the problem?" He asks anrgly and I remove my hand from his grip.

"Do really want to know whats wrong with me? Fine I will tell you. Am tired of being your lover or bootycall which ever seems right,am tired of being like the other women that have been with you,I want more...more but I know you can't give me that because have...fallen in love with you Quinn,am madly in love with you and it sickens me because I know you will never feel the same for me" my tears are flow like waterfall by the time have finished and I brush them angrily not wanting to feel more rejected than I'm already,I turn ready to leave but once again he stops, gosh am getting tired of being stopped all the time.

"Why would you think that?" He questions angrily and I feel hot tears flow on my cheeks,why does he have to tell me right now when I already know the answer. Why can't he just let me go rather than hurting me more. "Quinn please" I plea for him to let me go but he cups my head looking straight in my soul, "why would you think like that? Fuck! Ofcourse" I close my eyes ready to hear the harsh words that I knew he would tell me, "...Kater,I love you" wait what? Are my ears playing tricks with me or what.

I snap my eyes open meeting his blue eyes not believing what have heard, "I love you, tigru. Yes he didn't think I could fall in love again after what happened to me but you showed me love,you showed me that I can find love once again" he says kissing me fircely and I immediately wrap my hands aroung his neck pulling him closer,the words that he has said playing over and over in my head.Quinn loves me,Quinn really loves me.I smile into the kiss and he grabs my ass picking me up.

My legs automatically circled his waist and he slammed me against the tree while grinding into me. All of a sudden his hand went under my dress tearing my panties making me to gasp through the kiss. "Quinn!" I moarn out just feeling so wet thinking about what will happen next. He starts fumbling with his zipper as he lets out his cock from its confinement, "you make me go crazy,tigru! I couldn't even think straight when you're near me." He's kissing my neck and gently sucking it.

He squeezes my breast as he enters into me making the both of us moan.He thrusts in and out of me while yanking my dress down so that my breast were out in the open.I moan as he sucks my nipple that we were so lost in each other that we lost all our inhabitions. Fuck repercussions! I don't care if someone sees us like this.

"Yes,Quinn! More! I want more!"

He was grunting loudly as he pumped harder and faster, I could feel my back scratching the bark ot the tree but instead of feeling pain,it only heightens the pleasure building inside me. "Fuck! Kater! Cum for me love" and I do just that,gripping and sucking him in I feel him still and spill his cum inside me. He places his forehead against mine and we stay in the same position for a few minutes as we catch our breathe.

"I love you, tigru" he murmers kissing me passionetly and I cup his head in my small hands smiling lazily to him. "I love you more" I say and he kisses me again. "Tell me you're mine,Kater" he looks so vulnerable and insecure as I gaze at him. Oh God! I love this man. "I'm yours Quinn,always and forever" I tell him kissing his cheeks.

He pulls out and drops me slowly to the ground,he helps fix my dress and hair looking intensely at me, "you mean so much to me, tigru. Never doubt that" he kisses my nose and I smile loving his kind gesture. He sits down on the grass pulling me between his parted legs kissing my hair, "I don't want to loose you not when I just found you" he murmers above me and I lean to his chest,happy to be in the arms of the man I love and ofcourse he loves me too.

"You know I was scared you were going to let me go" I say truthful, "never love,I would never let you go" he whispers and we stay here for a while looking at the beautiful vineyard of his sister. "What does tigru mean?" I ask coming to the realisation I have never knew the meaning,I hear him chuckle turning me to face him. "It means tiger, love.Your my little tiger"

"Oh! Now we are from kitten to tiger" I say sarcastically making him to laugh, "why do you call me that?" I question him again and he locks some of my hair behind my ear caressing my cheeks, "because your beautiful as hell, fierce, a spitfire behind all that innocent act you put on."

"Hey am innocent" I whine a little but he just shush me as he continues with his list, "your perfect,sassy, intelligent-" I stop him feeling like a hot volcano. "Oh stop it,your so making me sound so perfect when am not" I say hiding my face from him and he chuckles removing them, "thats because your perfect in all ways,in bed,at work, in your studies,as my lover"

"Quinn your teasing me,stop it" I shut him up hiding my face in his chest hearing a rumble from his chest. "Okey I will stop but not because you asked its because you red like a tomatoe" he says making me slap him playfully. "And the tattoe of the tiger with big wings covering him.You said it reminds you of someone,is it me?" I question remembering the recent tattoe he has,he nods his head kissing my sweetspot behind my ear making me to whimper a little, "uh huh now you will be always close to me when I look at that drawing" he mumbles and I feel my heart warm up thinking of how he tattoed something for life on his skin only for me.

"Okey,okey we better get going.Am sure Audrey must look like a crazy person looking for us" he says making me to sigh heavily, "must we?" I pout a little not really in the mood of going back.

"Am sorry, love but when a pregnant woman gets angry nothing goes right" he says making me to giggle as we get up heading back to the picnic. He intertwings our hands together as we walk slowly in each others arms, I can't believe he loves me. I think this is first time that am truely happy.

"Ah there you are?" Audrey calls out making her way to us not missing out intertwinged fingers, "is this surprising" she says eyeing us both and I shuffle on my feets not looking at her. "Audrey please don't" Quinn tells her sternly, "don't what? Am not doing anything" she says innocently and I see a ghost smile on her lips. "Matteo wants to talk to you,right now. He says its important" she says looking at him spectically making Quinn to tense a little before he faces me, "I will be back soon" he says kissing my forehead then my cheek after caressing it and leaves giving his sister a stern look.

I look at her seeing she's smiling widely and I blush knowing she has seen everything and its official that Quinn and I are having something together. "I see you both have already banged each other" she teases me and I lock some of my hair looking at Quinn talking to Matteo, "uh what do you mean?" I ask her taking a glass of wine from the waiter passing by us. "Don't act all innocent. Have seen how my brother looks at you,he has never looked at a woman that way with so much love and proudness all written on his face"

"Not even to Brenna?" I ask her and she tenses before she nods her head, "not even to her,yes he loved her but not the same as you. Trust me its like you two are magnets to each others,you basically revolve around each other not staying away from the other for long" she says leading us to a table so we can seat.

"Quinn can be cold or distant to people but he has a soft heart somewhere within that cold one he has" she says and I look at him smiling a little remembering how he was willing to take a bullet for me. "Yeah I know that" I tell her looking at her and she smiles sweetly rubbing her stomach. "You know when I first met Matteo I thought he was nothing but a brute with all his cockyness and how he immediately said he wants to marry me when we first met" she says her eyes sparkling reliving her past.

"I was so angry but yet flirtured by his straight fowardness, I ignored him all the while but he kept following me like a high school boy all round the places I was going. I was angry he wouldn't give up even if I talked rudely, treated him like trush but I just couldn't get rid of him because his father and my dad were partners plus I couldn't get away from him because our marriage was already set up my father wanting to form a strong alliance with his family for his business."

"But when I saw all the girls around him drooling over him looking for away to get close to him I just become possesive of him not wanting to share with anyone the same cockyness he has and the rest is history but am telling you this because the first time I meet you,I knew you were the one. I haven't seen my brother have a genuine smile since his last relationship but when his with you I see the carefree brother that I used to have fun with"

"But that doesn't mean because he treats you the way he does you take him grantage. I won't be able to contain myself but kill you" she says in a threatening tone seeing how she has become serious all of a sudden and I gulp a little seeing how her demonar has changed and something inside me is telling she's not joking. "But I know you won't do that because you have the same sparkle when your eyes land on him or talk to him so I have complete trust in you that you will make him happy"

"I really do love him Audrey and I wouldn't want to hurt him" I tell her and she nods patting my hands, "I know but promise me you will be with him all the time. You will never leave him if anything comes up because his truly a good man" she says holding my hands and I squeeze them lightly nodding my head.