Chapter 31

I felt as if my bones are being crashed and my lungs are stopping to function from the lack of air.I opened my sleeping eyes trying to look through the dark and moved my face from the burning chest of Quinn,I tried to free myself from his strong grip but he only tightened more as if his struggling with someone. I didn't want to wake him up but he seemed so restless plus his struggling me to death.

I tried to move his hands from me and pushed his chest a little but I eventually stopped when I felt his grip loosen, "fuck, am sorry tigru" he said releasing me his voice coming out husky.I try to look at him but its too dark for me to see anything from my half opened eyes.

"Its okey, did you have a nightmare?" I asked sleepy caressing his sutble cheek and heard him hum in response, "do you want to talk about it?" I asked him yawning lightly, "no am fine" I nodded not caring he can't see as I turned facing the other side ready to continue with my sleep, I feel his arms circle my waist pulling me closer his warmth radiating to mine.

"Dammi un bacio" I heard him whisper on my neck seeing this is the first time he has talked to me in italian it just turns me on even if am a little sleepy and from the little knowledge of that language I know he means he needs me,he wants to kiss me.I giggled to myself as I rolled over to face him again and give him the affection he so desparetly craved.

By that point,I was completely awake,my sleepy eyes still adjusting in the darkeness as I tried to see him.Once I was able to make out his features,I leaned in close and left a small peck on his lips as I lightly caressed the stubble along his jawline.

I nuzzled into his neck and left a path of kisses down his jugular and over his collar bone.I took the skin stretched tightly over his mascular chest between my teeth and left a little mark of my own.I smiled when I heard him groan but before I could do anything else,his hands had firmly grasped my chin and forcefully tilted my face up to look at him.

I could barely see him in the dark but I knew the look he was giving me and my thighs clenched just thinking about it.

He captured my lips with his,his tongue mingled with mine as he wrapped his arms tightly around me again and rolled me to my back.

I ran my fingers through his hair, pulling him even closer to me.I didn't want his lips to ever leave mine but then they did.My heart pounded as I waited in the darkness for what would come next.

"Mmmm Quinn...." he found that spot on my neck that made me weak and my breathing instantly got heavier.I felt his lips parting against the tip of his tongue sweeping against my sensitive skin and I shiver as I closed my eyes, letting my head fall back as a moan slipped my lips.

My body arched up,begging him to touch me more, feel me more, molding against his so that I could feel his warmth.

I felt him shift himself between my legs and rest his rock hard length at my entrance,gently rubbing me, teasing me.My hips were drawn to his,trying desperately to fill the ache between my legs.My body writhing beneath him, ready for him.I wanted to feel him inside of me.I needed to. When he finally forced himself in, I sighed in relief and happiness and ecstacy.

His thrusts started slow and sensual.I felt every inch of him as he stretched me further and further,coaxing long,seductive moans from me. "Sei bellissima" he growled into my ear before nipping at it,sending a shiver up my spine.

I finally understand why Italian was considered a romance language,there was a double meaning hidden there.It actually was so romantic and so insanely sexy.He knew what it did to me, especially when he thickened his accent as he whispered into my ear.He could have my entire body begging for him with just his words.

I reached up to cup his face but his hands wrapped around both of my wrist and forced them above my head, pinning them to the mattress and leaving my body open and vulnerable.

He took advantage by trailing his tongue around one breast and then the other.One of his hands crawled over both of my wrist and gripped them together, freeing his other hand to follow the path his tongue had left on me.

"Oh god!" My body jerked when I felt him pinch one of the nubsand pull, hard. Then he repeated it on my other breast. My mind was intoxicated with a heady mixture of pain and pleasure as he soothed each nipple with his mouth.

I could tell that he was drunk off of what he was doing to my body too, he become more forceful and frantic,pounding into me with aggressive, earth shattering movement. He released my wrists and marked his fingerprints into my hips and I clawed into the back of his neck desperate to hold to him.

Suddenly, his grasp on me tightened and he effortessly flipped me over on to my stomach, my sensitive breasts grazing the soft sheets was enough to draw a quiet whimper from me.Everything felt magnified, every touch, ever feeling.

He pulled my hips up to meet his and buried inside of me again.Rocking his hips back and forth, he continued thrusting himself into me, fucking me more thoroughly than I'd ever been fucked in my whole life.He nudged my thighs open wider with his knee and nestled himself deeper and deeper inside me.My moans of pleasure turned into strangled cries as I felt the divine pressure build up inside me and my whole body to quiver.

"Oh Quinn, yes!" His grip on me got tighter as he slammed himself into me even faster,showing me no mercy. "Fuck,yes!" I was panting, trying so hard to catch my breath, feeling like I would surely suffocate if he kept going at that pace but I didn't care.He felt so good and he was pulling sounds from me that I didn't even know I could make.

Everything about being with him exicited me more. I loved how he took control and had his way with me. I loved how he satisfied me so much,it was like the only word left in my vocabulary was his name.I loved the feeling of his two large hands gripping my waist, almost completely encircling me.I loved how his rough hands felt against my bare skin.

I loved how he could make my body quake and my eyes roll back as I reached my peak and I loved the way he felt when I clenched down on him like a long-lost lover,desperate to keep him in my clutches as I brought him to his own. And as we finished in unision,I let out a gasp as heplaced one more lingering kiss between my shoulder blades,I loved him. "Voglio passare il resto della mia vista con te" he breathes out pressing another lingering kissing and I breathed out smiling like a miniac not caring what it meant but loving how it come from his mouth.

I can't imagine the trip is over,yes it was not the best trip but it was also a nice trip being with Quinn. We walked in my apartment, Alex carrying my luggages behind us. "Why don't you come stay with me" Quinn said circling his hands around my waist, "because Cam will be devasteted when she knows I'm staying away from her" I told him wrapping my hands around his neck.

"We can just tell her about us" he suggested kissing my jaw and I heard Alex snort behind us as he brought the luggages in, "what have you done to him Kater?" He asked sarcastically leaning on the door frame. Quinn rolled his eyes kissing my forehead and I giggled side glancing Alex seeing him remove a cigar from his pockets, "hell no,Alex. This is a non-smoking zone,go out so that you can smoke those shit" I said sternly putting my hands on hip moving away from Quinn.

"Okey, don't take long, love ass" he said looking at Quinn as he gives me an innocent smile leaving, "his such an ass" I muttered while Quinn cages me to his body, "you will get used to him"

"Mmh am confused,I think bodyguards aren't supposed to be asses to their bosses" I stated poking his chest and he chuckled taking my hands, "that is because they aren't only the men that follow me around, they are more like family" that explained why they understand each other so much.

"Okey, umm I guess I will see tomorrow at work, I have to pick up somethings before I go to college" I said hugging him feeling a little sad his leaving, I don't know why am feeling like this. I never felt like this when I was with Jax but I think its explainable because we stayed a whole week together. He tightened his hold burying his face in my neck nuzzling a little and I giggled feeling the little tingling on my neck.

I am being startled by something falling down and I snap my eyes open not releasing they were closed. I immediately searched for the source of the noise seeing Cam and Cloe standing near the opened door their faces telling all that they are surprised by the scene infront of them.

Quinn loosened his hold on me looking at the two people infront of us,Chloe's mouth is still hunging open her eyes wide opened while Cam already had her composer but looks a little surprised. "Uh umm will see each other tomorrow" I whispered at Quinn not really knowing what I should do, he nodded his head kissing my forehead before giving both of my friends a small nod then leaves.

"You have a lot of explaining to do Kater" Cam said going to the kitchen, oh gosh what will I say. We have been together for almost an year? No,no, uummm we started dating while we were in Italy? Well thats partly the truth so I won't be lying. "Look now,you have broken Chloe" Cam reappeared from the kitchen holding a bottle of whiskey.

I looked at Chloe seeing she's still looking at me in disbelief, "here you need it more than I do" Cam told Chloe handing her the whiskey and she immediately snapped out downing the whiskey. Maybe I should sit down and wait for all the questions they are about to ask.

"Oh my fucking god, you and Mr.Linch are together? As in together together? Oh shit I saw that coming but I used to ignore it. You see nobody in the company can give Mr.Linch a comeback but by the way you two were talking the day you left for Italy its as if you were old friends. He even smiles at you when you give him the perfect feedback when his rude to you at work,do you get it Cam he never smiles at any of us in the company.He just has this 'I don't fuck with you' look" she mumbled out shaking Cam the last part of her story and then all over sudden she lets go of Cam collapsing on the floor.

What the fuck just happen? "Chloe?" I called out rushing to her side,I really did break her. "Chloe?" Cam called her nudging her a little, "I really did break her,didn't I?" I said out loudly and suddenly Chloe wakes up catching me off guard with a hug. "Am really happy for you" she mumbled while am still in shock,what the hell is happening.She just collapsed a second ago and she has the strength to hug me.

I looked at Cam who just shook her head waking up, "okey I need answers and Chloe you aren't helping" Cam sighed while Chloe gave her an innocent smile letting me go.

We sat down and I came clean to everything not having the strength to lie about anything but ofcourse I never told them about the weird attack we had. "So you aren't dating with Marcos?" Cam asked not happy that am not with Marcos, "no we are just friends" Chloe nudges Cam a little giving her a stink eye while I answered her, "what? I really liked him,they looked cute together" she defended herself.

"Am happy for you, he is totally right for you and talking of right, there was this bodyguard of his. The blondie one, he was smoking a cigar outside"

"Alex" I answered Chloe, "yeah that one,his hot maybe you have his number or something" she said giving me her puppy eyes and I chuckled shaking my head no, "maybe next time, am gonner rest I'm a little tired. Oh I bought somethings for you guys check it out" I removed the bags with their things.

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I made my way to my office carrying Quinn's coffee in hand but I pass his office wanting to put away my purse before I head to his office.My phone keeps on ringing notifying me of the recent messages that my classmates are sending to me, some of them asking where I am, some inviting me to their rediculous parties. Aargh they can give someone a headache if they continue like this.

I opened my office door not bothering to close it because I will be heading out soon while I continue replying to the hundredth message I got from yesterday. "Well isn't it nice to see you" I almost spilled the hot coffee on myself trying to balance the falling phone in my hands before I look up to see my sweet mother reading some files on my desk.

What up with her with the unannouced appearance where am working? "Mum what are you doing here? You almost made me have an heart attack, atleast tell me when you come unannounced in my office" I said putting down the coffee and my purse.

"I just wanted to surprise you the same way you surprised me by going for a trip to Italy without telling me" she stated firmly giving me her accusing look. "If I told you,you would have flooded me with a lot of strangers following me everywhere" I huffed sitting down.

"That would be much better because maybe you would have not been attacked" she stands up glaring at me, crossing her hands over her chest, "how did you know that? You had someone following me around, didn't you?"

"What if I did? I am your mother so what I do is for your protection and if you told me that you were going for a trip in Italy I would have protected you"

"For how long are you going to protect me,mum? Am a grown woman,I can do whatever I want" I raised my voice slightly not liking how she thinks she can control me. "Don't you dare raise your voice for me Kater, am your mother and as long as am your mother I will do whatever I want that I think is best for you and your brother"

"Tell me something, when were you going to tell me that dad does illegal things?" I questioned her angrily and her eyes widen a little but she was fast to cover it up, "he told you, didn't he?" She mumbled shaking her head slightly.

"Who? You mean Quinn? Ofcourse he was going to tell me after I almost died" I pointed out and she sighed sitting down again. "Well that lover boy of yours is no better"

"Don't you say anything bad about him, mum. You don't know him" I warned her not liking the way she is accusing Quinn without even knowing him. "Ha! The guy that killed three people" she continued to accuse him making my blood start to boil, "it was self-defence"

"Right, thats what he told you, right?" Oh my gosh are we really doing this? Is she literally trying to say thats she better? "Mum stop changing the subject and tell me about dad. What have you been hiding from us that you made you change our identity, made us move from our home?"

"Jesus Kater, you can be so unbearable" she muttered rubbing the creases that are forming on her forehead, "so I guess your boyfriend told you that your father runs an illegal business and all" she said looking at me finally and I nodded curious to know the truth. "Your father is one of the most dangerous and powerful men in the world, he runs illegal things like marketing weapons, drugs, trafficking humans, all the dirty shit,you name it all"

"Did you know before you were together?" I ask her and she sighed nodding a little, "yeah I knew and believe me I tried to run away from my feelings for him but it was to deep I couldn't imagine leaving him. I knew he was the son of the most dangerous man but I didn't care because I truly loved him,we were inseperable but when I gave birth to your brother thats when it hit me,he will be like your father when he grows up. He would be in that dangerous world I was leaving in"

"Your father's dad, your grandfather that is, forced your dad to take Zayn into their meetings, their business so he can be prepared when he becomes older but I couldn't take it. Seeing my little son being taken to places where he will see people being killed,I just couldn't stay still" she explained and I remember the times where my brother and my father could be gone for a whole day and come late in the nights. Zayn couldn't even talk to me sometimes,he just usually went straight to his bedroom while my mother always quarreled with my father when he got home.

"When your father went away for a business trip for a month,I took that opportunity to get away from that world. I got the courage to run away from him and never look back because all that mattered was to keep the both of you safe,away from that world. I couldn't watch my children being turned to monsters or die doing those shit, so I had to lie to you that your father left so that you wouldn't want to go back to him"

"So...so dad never left us? You...you lied to us?" I feel like am in a deva ju,like all this is just some nasty dream am having. I have been carrying a lot of hatred for my father only to find out that he never left us. "Am sorry Kater but I had to, to protect you. I didn't want for the both of you to be turned into killing machines,I just couldn't" my mum's voice breaking some tears rolling down her cheeks.

"Did he love us? Did dad ever love us?"

"Ofcourse he did. He loved you both with all his life,he never wanted for the both of you to be in that world but he was always manupilated by his father,he heard no say back then. He always did what his father wanted so he never used to make his decisions freely without his father meddling thats why I had to fake our deaths,I needed to because I knew he won't stop looking for us until he found us"

"And now he knows we are alive" I whispered absent mindly still functioning to all I have learnt. I can't believe Zayn went through that, he never told me anything, he just bottled it up all this time. How could my father be so heartless to take him to such places. "I don't think its your father who wanted to attack you, your father is a very dangerous and powerful man and from that title that he earned he will obviously have enemies."

"So your saying its one of his enemies that tried to kill me?"

"I think so, thats why you need to leave this work. I have assigned some bodyguards for you..." I cut her off before she continued, "you want me to quit my job?" I asked in desbelief and she nodded standing up removing a paper from her purse, "here is your resegnation paper, give it your boss or lover because you will not be working here from now on" I looked at her in disbelief ignoring the piece of paper she is handing.

"I am not leaving this work" I stated standing up not ready to give in, "well you have to. I know you want to stay here because of him but he is not the best man for you. You think you know him but you don't, ask him maybe he will tell you what he does" she said heading to the door after placing the papers on my desk. "I know you love working here but you have two days to decide even if I will not allow you to work here anymore.Don't make the same mistake I did,Kater" and with that she shuts the door leaving me so confused than I have ever been.