Chapter Eight

Atem did't stop in till he reached his room and he told the guards outside it not to let anyone in unless in at all they bowed as he past them and closed the door's behind him once they were shut his temper eased a little as his arms tightened around the shaking form of Nefertari in his arms he walked to the bed where he placed her down though she would't let go of him but after a few moment of letting her know that he was't going far she let go of him so he could lock the door's to the balcony he was't leaving anything to chance then he went back to her and sat next to her the bed were she was straight back in his arms again her ran his fingers through her hair trying to calm her down he could feel his anger at Bakura and Marik claw at his insides and it only got stronger the more he tried to push it aside for the moment so he could comfort her but it was harder than anything he faced before they had not only threatened to kill her if she had screamed but one of them tried to force themselves on her and he thanked the god's that she had found the strength to fight back and get away from them.

"i'm sorry Nefertari.." he said his voice shook.

That made her look up at him wandering what he had to be sorry about and her green eye's locked with crimson eye's that were starting to look a little blood shot from the effort of trying to hold back tears it was enough to break her heart seeing him like that someone as strong and as brave as he was forced to tears because of what nearly happened she brushed them away, cupping the side of his face she might of been scared but right now she had never felt more safe than she did right now behind these door's with him in his room.

"if anything had happened...i would of never forgiven myself for not being able to protect you Nefertari" he said looking away as tears fell from his eye's.

"it was't your fault Atem" she said.

"i should of been more careful i knew that Bakura and Marik had been causing trouble along the borders and that it was believed that they were coming this way, and they must of learned about you..." he said.

"still..not your fault" she said trying to comfort him though her voice was as shaky as his had become.

"you should try and get some sleep" he said brushing away some of her tears.

"i don't want to sleep Atem i'm afraid to" she said.

"i'll be with you Nefertari so you don't have to be afraid" he said cupping the side of her face and she placed her hand on the back of his.

"...when i close eye's i see those blood thirsty eye's and...i can still feel his hands on me...i want both of those things to go away and i'm afraid they wont.." she said.

"i'll make them both go away" he said.

"promise" she said.

"i promise" he said.

After he said that the very small gap between them was it was a gentle kiss at first he was giving her the chance to stop if she wanted since she had been through the worst thing that could of happened to her to night but as he pulled away just a little she placed an other kiss to his letting him know she did't want to stop and when they kissed again he did't hold back and they ended up falling backwards onto the bed which had caused her to gasp a little which gave him the chance to slip his tongue into her mouth and it seemed to bring her's to life his won in then end and she melted into the kiss even more when the need for air became to great to ignore and he pulled away slight both panting and rather flushed and the way she looked against the bed her crimson hair pooled around her and those green eye's she was more than stunning she truly was beautiful and she was to be his queen but and his wife which to him was the best part and he could't help but smile at the fact that he had truly fallen in love with her and he had to let her know that before they kept going even though they were't married yet and they should wait in till then but after what nearly happened to night and what he promised her he just could't help himself.

"..Atem..are you ok" Nefertari said.

"I'm fine...just thinking how much i'v fallen in love with you that's all even though we have't been together for very long" he said.

"your..in love with me" she said looking right into his crimson eye's.

"yes...and the question on my mind is do you love me..even after i all but failed to protect you" he said.

She looked at him for a moment without saying anything he still blamed himself for what nearly happened how could he think that! she knew she was safe with Atem always and he had made her feel so at home here, and she could't help but smile at his question she had feared that this marriage would't have love but she had been foolish to think that and if she was't in love with him then this would't be happening right now though she knew they were't married yet but she wanted this after all he promised to make those thing's she was afraid to see with her eye's shut go away did't he, she snapped out of her thoughts when she heard him sigh and was about to move away when she stopped him wrapping both her arms around him and moving to his her ear so he would hear her clearly.

"i love you to..my future husband..my Pharaoh..you promised" she said her voice no longer shook from fear showing him that she knew she was safe right her with him in his arms.

"that i did" he said as he kissed her again.

Nefertari could't help but try and cover herself when her nightgown was removed but Atem stopped her saying how lovely she was and that she should't hide herself from him and he reminded her of what he said about her not being afraid about him not ever wanting her when he did, and she was even more stunning due to her pale skin and crimson hair she could feel her whole body become hot when he said that and she hated failed to notice that the clothing that he had been wearing had also been removed she had't noticed just how muscular he was or that his tanned skin seemed to make her pale skin glow when he held her also, she could't stop her cheeks from turning a deep red when her eye's that had been wandering over him went lower and then shot back to his eye's which made him chuckle after all she had never seen a man's well manhood before and he had nothing to be shy about and his chuckle was still going when he picked her up in his arms and laid her on the bed further up so her head was against the pillows he kissed her again before moving to her neck and placing kiss to it which made her moan which was like music to his ears it was when his hand ran down her body that he felt a slight flinch but he spoke softly in her ear letting her know that she was alright and to think of only him and it worked she calmed down he smirked into her skin as he felt her skin become a little bumpy as he kept going and his hand found what it was looking for her women hood that matched her crimson hair perfectly she gasped at the feeling and he could tell that it was a little uncomfortable for her.

"..relax" was the only thing he could make himself say since his brain seemed to of been on break at the moment and his was running on emotion only.

"..A-tem" she breathed out.

She felt her body arch as the strange filling he was causing was building inside her though she wandered how he knew how to do this he had said himself that he had never been with a women, maybe he just guessed at what to do but right now she did't care how she just knew that it felt good also she could feel something between her leg's and she saw it when Atem looked at his fingers they were wet but also had slight blood on them and he seemed to play with it between his fingers it was't shocking after all she had never been with a man either and she had been very lucky not to have it stolen but she was more than happy to be deflowered by the one it was meant for.

"if you want to stop just say" Atem said.

"...promised..." she manged to make her voice work.

He gave her an even gentler smile the reason he had asked was that he was worried about hurting her before she came to the palace he had been speaking with Mahad since it was no secret to him that him and Isis were together though he was't sure if Nefertari knew that not everyone did since they kept it hidden and he had told him that the first time a women was with a man in this way it could be very painful for a women if it was her first time and there could be some blood after she was deflowered he did not want to hurt her, it was the last thing he wanted to do but she was right he had promised to make her fears go away.. he kissed her again when he moved and gently moved her leg a little also he had to admit that he was in pain himself due to his manhood being so hard it was painful he kept kissing her as he pressed himself against her women hood which made her gasp against his mouth, which allowed him to slip his tongue into her mouth again which seemed to distract her from the pain as he pushed himself all the way in and she clung to him he winced when he felt her nails on his back she had broken the kiss and her breathing had become more of a pant and the pain had caused her to bite her lip rather hard.

"don't ..do that you'll hurt yourself ..here.." he said pressing a finger against her lips instead and she bit it which made him flinch a little but he smiled.

After a moment or two he started to move which made her bite a little hard and all but draw blood from his finger but then she stopped and let his finger fall from her mouth and her pained look became one he had never seen before, and it was one he was't going to forget any time soon her breathing was steady and her cheeks were flushed a slight pink and her green eye's were glazed a little he nuzzled her neck enjoying the feeling of being inside her truly making her his no one would be allowed to touch her in this way only he could, he was her's and she was his he could't help but smirk as she moved with him which drew sounds from him and he felt a knot in his stomach one that only grew tighter with each movement.

"...A-tem...i..i" she could't even form full words at this point but just hold onto him as tightly as she could.

"Nefertari..." he growled out as she came which in turn caused him to come deep inside her.

It took everything he had not to lay on her and he manged to remove himself from her and he felt guilty as he saw the patch of red on the sheets and some on her inner leg he laid next to her and pulled her to him she was breathing just as fast as he was and her heartbeat was just as loud as he his he kissed the top of her shoulder while holding her like this.

"Atem...your trembling.." Nefertari manged to say her voice a little raspy.

"..i'll be fine...but what about you" Atem said his voice just as raspy as hers.

"i'm alright...tried though" she said unable to keep her eye's open.

"then sleep my dear Nefertari ..(pulling the covers over the both of them)..and think of me" he said unable to keep his eye's open any longer either.