14 short self portrait/interpretation

Fight me

challenge me

listen to me

hug me

adore me

read between my lines

tell me

show me

don't pressure me

let me dominate

look at me

trust me

upbeat

dance

rhythmic

electronic

rule hell

play with my hair

run as fast as you can

deep down I'm broken

but I will never ever shed tears

eyes don't match the smiles I wear

laughs sound hollow, like I'm lost somewhere

hesitant when near you and forcing myself to carry on

you see me break, even for a split second

because I can't always act strong

They say

the loneliest people are the kindest

the saddest people smile the brightest

the most damaged people are the wises

and yet no one notices

I'm like the moon – a part of me is always hidden

I'm like the sun – a part of me always shining

and yet no one notices

a wild spirit

with its ethereal glimmer

an alluring rainbow

in a blinding storm

a magnetic star

is my hidden treasure

a delicate snowflake

my mysterious force

the colourful breeze

is a powerful beauty

believe the deafening universe

it's a sweet wonder

I will keep it 100% real

might be prideful

always loyal to a fault

sometimes a leader

forever spontaneous

never a know-it-all

weirdly enoug a human lie detector

that is false - excellent kisser

unquestionabely I speak fluent sarcasm

but try ne and I will knock your lights out

For I am satan's dragon

some of us are born…

out of this world

with galaxies running through our veins

down to earth

with rose petals pumping out of their hearts

some might be both and are most radiant

think too much

end up making myself sad

you could make a movie from the things I've seen

so I'm running wild

I'm intense

always the colour of the night sky

I might be dark, but I sparkle

my imperfections is my beauty

my madness is my genius

and I'm better absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring

thunder

fog

sun

rain

lightning

cloud

snow

thunderstorm

hail

rainbow

all nature's beauty

and so are we

I'm tough

I'm emotional

and sadly I'm focused on the past

which makes it hard to think about the future

but I never give up

and that makes me who I am

My recipe:

1 cup of fire

2 cups of snuggles

5 cups of energy

a dash of emotion

2 cups of passion

itchy knitted scarves

unerasable red lipstick

glowing fairy lights

frewshly cut lemongrass

dusty old books

puffed up balloons

never minimalistic

my heart is a weapon of war

artistic but mystical

you can love a monster

it can even love you back

but that doesn't change it's nature

cinammon, clove, orange

white jasmine, winter rose

rose quarts

dragon fire, the devils laugh, silver

rain, clouds, snow

music

flower petals, fairy dust, siren tears

stars, a black hole in the galaxy

lucid dreams

Is all you need

I am one of the nicest people you will ever meet

but mess with me

or those I love

and I will fuck you up

with a smile on my face

and a song in my heart

but don't worry I'll hold them until they feel alright

I love to argue

but never means to hurt their feelings

I'm passionate about who and what they love

but super lazy- secretly athletic

creative as fuckin a weird way

very cuddly and clingy when tired

Intimidating however usually very kind and easy to get along with

sadly seem to attract drama

but is probably because of my newly developed take-no-shit attitude