ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY ONE

The whole table is shocked into silence as soon as the words leave Bless's mouth. That was one thing l never expected to hear from her. Throughout filming all she could talk about was becoming Mrs, l forgot the name and how she couldn't wait to become a married woman. Everything her mother was not

"excuse me?" l blurt out loud, although those are not the words l had intended to leave my mouth

"what?" she asks on the verge of tears and l can already tell that l messed up because this is her being vulnerable with us

"what happened baby, l remember how excited you were about the wedding. What changed?" l ask the question that has been on the tip of my tongue since the news came out. Matthew nudges me and l kick his leg

"oww, what was that for?" he asks whispering under his breath